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Always said I would know where to find love
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and you changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable,
to finally be in love,
Somewhere I never thought I'd be.
In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable,
to finally be in love,
Somewhere I never thought I'd be.
When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I can't help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable,
to finally be in love,
Somewhere I never thought I'd be.
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(Tuesday, January 31, 2006-) +6:50 AM]*
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all this that u r abt to see are wad i thot of on my way home..
my heart has just gotten myself a deep cut.again.cuz i got myself rejected by her..my fren broke the news to me..at tt particular moment.i didnt realli noe wad to say or do..how to react..kinda mix emos..her fren felt that our age gap is just too big le..which is kinda true lor..she said 1 line.."God will give you e right person at e right time.By giving this type of things a rush.i will cause my life to collapse and become a total failure.i just felt it hit right at e spot..im just simply too rushed in this type of things..i shld nt force things..make them flow naturally...hais..
On another note..today was kinda fun..went to jocelyn place ard 2 plus..her dad fetched me there some more..nice..their parents are soo hospitable la...mabel,mong,mp were there..don came and join us after awhile...went to jacelyn's place at ard 4 plus..had quite alot of fun too..played blackjack and heart attack..mixed with my iPod's music..ang baos also quite nice..haha.haha.
oh well.i hope to emerge a stronger person. ppl tell me to cheer up. but how do i do it when i hear it all the time.. and i know that no mater how hard i cheer myself up. the hurt is always there. the cut will only get deeper. and no 1 can alleviate the pain.
till i get over you.;
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(Sunday, January 29, 2006-) +5:08 PM]*
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havent been blogging for e past few days.. so here it goes ONCE AGAIN.
happy CNY to every1 outta there.hows ang baos collecting? i dont think im gonna take alot this year..seems that im nt visiting too many relatives this yr.*wonders why. ytd night, i was actually pondering abt how much do those rich ppl get for their ang baos..was actually abit envious..but decided nt to.i actually send jacelyn a sms..telling her rich ppl always will get lotsa of money and stuff..cant believe i was actually upset abt all e money issue.have i become too money minded?
saw quite a few relatives at gran's place..they all look much nicer le.same to me as well..lols.oh well..
i went on RADIO live! cool aint it.went to UFM 1003.came as a surprise tho.haha.was abit nervous and all.but think bout it..nth much to be nervous abt.its just talking to a microphone..just tt ppl across spore will hear it..
sch's CNY celebration was nt too bad...had a J1 and J2 gathering session.our's was with 06a05.bunch of nice ppl LA. the actual celebration was nt too bad. CO performed..and there was this acapella sorta performance..they impressed me quite abit..seems that more and more acapella band are coming up..gd for e industry lor..
oh well..gonna go MORE relatives' places later on.have fun every1.
just a reminder..dun fall sick.even if u do.get a MC on wed.
till i get over you.;
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(Sunday, January 22, 2006-) +7:19 AM]*
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hmm.today went quite well.just that it was raining abit.
went for cell group meeting.played a game called "Praise the Lord". i drank lotsa water la.i hung on for a long while..hang around with cell ppl after tt..i went home after that..then it rained like dogs and monkeys..
went to celebrate Kenny's bdae..at bt timah.quite a few ppl were there..the food there nt bad
oh well.gtg its late le.bb
till i get over you.;
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(Friday, January 20, 2006-) +7:13 AM]*
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i love Sweetalk.till e pt that im thinking of starting 1 near my area..as a mini business venture.any1 interested?
sch was alrite.maths test was ok.cuz sth was in my hands.preparation.but i wont get full marks tho.screwed up e graph a lil. was late AGAIN.3 times in a mth..fantastic..im gonna get dad to fetch me to sch le.i still have 2 go sch tml for CWO.On a SARURDAY.i miss support.again.
the assembly talk it a raw nerve.sorta.that actually time is kinda short for every1 of us out there.in the little things that we do or the big ones.time is being used.to think i love wasting time changing buses.hmm..pondering.
went to lavendar to find the 2 gals to take my prezzie.found out it was just a plushie..oh well..thot counts, thats impt u say.but i rather want something more practical.like a sling bag or slippers..
went shopping with mabel,tian en, mong and lil piggie jacelyn.went to suntec and citylink..was quite beat..tried out some clothes..tho im nt the type who likes trying out.haha.too bad i dun have enuff cash..otherwise i wld have gone out buying stuff.haha.loves sling bags.
tml another hectic day.better chiong hmwk first and plan a TIME TABLE.one that i cant fulfil.
till i get over you.;
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(Monday, January 16, 2006-) +4:12 AM]*
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wells.its been awhile.
i actually reached sch 5 mins before bell.kinda rare nowadays.but im improving slowly.school was ok.in fact it was kinda good.ventured to lotsa things i didnt do.i finally know what is wrong with my situation.thx loong.PE was tiring la.been awhile i ran 2.4.tiring.hang ard with e guys after PE.before goin hm ard 5 plus.reached home at 7.wow.ha.didnt expect it to take so long.saw ms yap at e bus stop.lol.she said that u 3 gals are nice and kind gals wor.nt bad.
was wondering recently.what do u prefer for ur big gulp.i like coke sprite and grape together.cuz it gives grape a fuzzy taste.i recently tried putting 100 plus instead of sprite.and it stinks. so 100 plus is probably a no-no.i dunno abt u all.maybe u all can tag.
i recently found out ppl ard me are taking sticks.omg.and its ppl i nvr expect them doin.there is this possibility i want to try 1.but there is no looking back.
till i get over you.;
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(Monday, January 09, 2006-) +9:30 PM]*
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its been awhile i guess.
loong.I BLOG LE LAH! HAPPY?
not that i dun want to.just that im abit lazy to study.i have geog test and i have so much to study.but probably due to the weather..im nt la! i sprain my neck.due to me nt sleeping well..tormenting sia.oh wells.PE ytd was tough too.probably cuyz i nvr have strenous stuff for dunno how long le.
monsoon season.that probably sums up everything.no shopping.no going out.hais
im going to have new specs.probably goin for wad every1 is goin nowadays.
i so want to meet up with u 3.troubled times lie ahead for u all.but hang in there.have faith.
till i get over you.;
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