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(Wednesday, February 23, 2005-)
+10:30 PM]*
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Decided not to go sch todae.Pretty boring ma.Took 970 to Bt.Panjang.Then took 176 to West Coast Park.Quite fun there.Tried out some of the fitness stations.But some of them muz have more than 1 person there so as to help.I was e onli one there ma.So abit not fun.Also saw some Kent Ridge ppl.Seem like Normal Tech ppl to me.First thing saw me ask whether got cigarette anot.Lol.I then went to MCafe there and order a Dbl choco frappe.Quite nice lo.But it cost me 4.20.I even got e reciept.After that me went to PS.Took 143.Wanted to play arcade ma.Damn empty.I exchanged e token.Butden e security guard stopped me cuz i was in sch pants.Shucks.Shld have brought pants too.I then went to Times and read World Soccer lo.At 12 plus i went home.Guess i was too bored to wander ard anymore.Todae entry pretty short lo.Guess im out liaox.Ciaox.
till i get over you.;
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(Monday, February 21, 2005-)
+9:44 PM]*
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sch was boring as usual.Everything seems so routine.Dun feel lyk goin to sch tomolo.skipped chinese and went to ShiHui's GP tutorial.The teacher didnt even realised got a "new" student.Lolx.Met some of Shihui's classmate.Shihui and some of her frens followed me to geog lecture.Watched finish Shall We Dance.Quite nice i muz admit.Butden,i wld prefer J.Lo on any given day than the female lead in the jap version.Maths todae onli got 1 period.Thus, i had time to go to 711 to buy TNP and slurpee.NEWCASTLE 1 CHELSEA 0.Yay.Of all teams to beat Chelsea,it was Newcastle.SO happi.Maths lecture was ok lo.Learnt graphs.After tt went home str with Chen Khian.On e way, i saw Kia Ying in front of me.Suddenly, i thot of e song i wrote on GP lecture.It was like so true.Reached home bout 2 plus.About 5 plus,Grace called me lo.She told me alot regarding the faith i shld have.There will always be obsticles in my life.The Christian walk is a rough one.He will nvr give me a easy ride.I really want to be faithful and committed to Christ.But the surroundings ard me,realli nt easy.This situation can be simply linked to this song
Breakaway-Kelly Clarkson
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreamin' of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray
Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away
[chorus]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get on board a fast train
Travel on a jetplane, far away
And break away
[chorus]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
I won't forget all the ones that I love
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me
But, gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, break away
[chorus 2]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye, gotta
Take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget of the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Breakaway
Breakaway
My own song:In front of me.
She just sat in front of me.
Cant believe this is happening in reality.
All i want to do is to talk to you.
Is that such a hard thing to do?
Chorus
In front of me.
Though i know we will never be
But im praying,
Wishing
That the image of us together
Will be in reality
And not just a dream
She is walking in front of me.
Though we will be in different directions.
Our hearts are linked.
But then again,
That is my wishful thinking
Chorus
till i get over you.;
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(Thursday, February 17, 2005-)
+10:25 PM]*
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Sch ended pretty early.Cuz me skipped sch ma.Todae skipping sch exciting sia.I got 11/20 for Maths test.Pretty lousy lo.Cuz careless ma.Haix.GP was abit more interesting.Showed Monsoon Wedding,though e quality was pretty bad due to external factors.During recess, lotsa ppl want to leave ma.Think some y2 and y3 students noe bout it, then told e PE teacher.So all cant go lo.All e other options were out.So i was wandering ard e canteen.I then decided to try the bball court there e gate.Damn narrow la.So cant lo.Got 4 other ppl oso try to leave.Then,an auntie outside told us that e other main gate at e other side of e road was unlock.Immediately,i told ShiHui and her fwen.We then left lo.Hahax.Funni sia.Went to West Mall with them.They bought cards i think.Went home to bathe and eat.I then met up with CY at Le Meriden,before goin to TP.TP was nice lo.Vibrant.Exciting.Went to sch of biz and sch of it.Was there 4 bout 2 hrs.There was a play put up by e hospitality and tourism management ppl.Damn funni sia.When i was goin off,saw Kai Yiing.Haha.She was also there.Took 8 to Toa Payoh.Ate Mac then took 139 home lo.Boring la.Tomolo even worse.Thought of skipping.Ciaox
till i get over you.;
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(Wednesday, February 16, 2005-)
+9:25 PM]*
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Todae was late for sch sia.Me overslept on bus.Alighted at Hillview.When i reached sch,i was late liao la.But i didnt surrender myself.Juz walked up and down outside sch.When coast clear,I walked into sch w/o being caught.Haha.Juz walked behind the teacher.Econs was boring as usual, while geog teacher showed us her holidaying pics at Bali.Budget lo.But nice.Got some principal talk regarding the choice and consequences when we choose the jc/poly/i dunno wad.She was trying to sae how good MI was lo.Trying to sell her sch with her more time theory.The sch also was abit sadist.Locked the entire gates to prevent us from escaping.Lolx.Desperate measures.There has been a rumour circulating regarding the letter thingy.Seems that if u receive the letter from MOE means that ur results are probably ard 14-20.I found it abit ridiculous.Reached home ard 3 plus.Tomolo got TP open hse.Muz go.TP might be where i end up nxt time.But the CJC option still looms.Ciaox.
till i get over you.;
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(Tuesday, February 15, 2005-)
+10:10 PM]*
# -
Went to airport juz now to see Bitthiah off.Goin to Australia for further studies.Envy.First off, i met up with Wei Yew at Raffles City.Wanted to buy sth for her.Wei Yew had written a 7 page letter for her.Wow.Wonder whether that is love letter or wad.We then proceeded to Citylink Mall where we got her a teddy bear.Ex sia! he paid about 75% of it.While i goin to pay him back slowly.Went to airport then.1st time taking mrt there.The expo and airport station look so nice sia. Took some photos.Lolx.Took skytrain to terminal 1.Cool sia.Lolx.Selene and Devianna were there already.Tom and Wee Yong came lata.Wandered ard lo.Then went to talk to Bitthiah for awhile.Sooo many ppl went to bade her farewell.Esp e St Nicks ppl.Gave her e present and letter.Talked for awhile before goin off.Went Popeye's to eat.Quite ex food but nice.Went home ard 9 plus and lao yu sheng.Lolx.
Todae sch was equally boring.GP was replaced by Total Defence Day skit.SHE performed.Abit only la.But seeing her was more than enuff.Faizal was funni.Some classes performed and i muz sae,some were damn lame and boring.The hosts did a terrible job in emceeing the entire thing.After which was PE which we did some conditioning and i played floorball.Again.Still as fun.Econs was boring.Did some stupid drawing thing.SKipped chinese.Went to library lo.Did silent reading.Then meant Wei Yew and went to HCI and exchanged shoes.Funni sia.Reached home ard 3 plus.
Tinge of sadness.I realised that when one is seeing some1 off, and that some1 might nvr come back anymore, u juz feel abit sad.U nvr noe when u goin to see him/her again.It is even worse if u have things kept in ur heart tt u soo want to tell him/her, but u nvr dare to do so.In the end,she will nvr noe and that secret will be in ur heart ALWAYS.thankfully, i nvr had tt experience.I noe i will have tt soon.But i made sure that watever i want to sae, i will tell him/her before i go,so as to have no regrets.Seeing lotsa ppl waving bye to those ppl leaving and hugging each other before they leave,made me wonder the emotions of humans.HAha.Dunno wad im talkin also.I will miss Bitthiah,though up till the airport moment,she still wasnt too sure of my name.Im those sentimental type of dude.When some1 ard me leaves, i will juz feel sad lo.Thats me la.Anyway, me gtg liaox.Tomolo another boring day at sch.Ciaox.
till i get over you.;
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(Monday, February 14, 2005-)
+9:38 AM]*
# Happi Valentine's Day-
To start off, i would like to point out 3 things. 1.For those couples outta there,Happi Valentine's Day.Cherish today like no other.Cuz it is a day where u realli show ur true feelings for him/her and where the guys pocket gets a big hole. 2.For those on/off couples, maybe its time to think where the relationship had gone wrong.Todae is a good time to maybe go and talk to him/her again.Try and patch things up. 3.For those singletons (im one of em) out there, fret not.Todae is a day to celebrate with ur frens, or u can be like me, totally (or i dunno wad amount u will) ignore its existence.Back to whad happened to me todae. It started off normal la.Go school,crappy lecutres/tutorials.BUT, JC didnt come todae! WoW! PRetty amazing i muz sae.Thankfully,i hang on till end of geog before goin off.The geog teacher was showing Shall We Dance (jap version).PRetty funni at times.Me and ShiHui left lo.I went strt to Causeway Point to collect the pendant.Nice lo.Also went to bought chocos (Merci). I reached sch bout 2 plus.Went to library.Saw Jas,Audrey and their male frens.Gave em some chocos, though some melted.Lolx.Wandered ard e canteen, saw Jac and Evadne and proceeded with e giving of chocs.After tt,saw Kiti.Gave chocs also.Sth to note was that for e first time Geraldine talked to me.Lolx.Was quite happi la, cuz i realli dunno wad to do to make her talk to me.Haha.I said before that during CNY is e best time for redemption.At least 2 has forgiven me (the other one being Lei Ting).Though i not sure whether they r deceiving me, but i hope for e better la.After that, i went to blk 60 for a bird's eye view, hoping to see Catherine.But no! i saw alot of other ppl la.Lolx.When i sms her, she said she went off liaox.Fast sia!I decided to visit her lo.Trip to Bukit Ho Swee quite tedious.i put e pendant in e letter box.Then sms her lo.She seem puzzled how come i got her add.BUt she was the one who gave it to me.I decided then to see her reaction.Went to e other blk.Saw her come out.Sms her a few other times la.Then i decided to do sth bold.I went to the stairs directly opposite her flat.I smsed her.I then went down.Juz as i went down,I heard her open the door.Whew.Close.I then left lo.Ard 5 plus,she sms me saying she like it.i love you.nth else can deny the fact.I went home ard 4 plus.Haven write script.No ideas.Wrote abit onli.Hopefully she nvr come/forgot.Before ending off, i would lyk to made a statement.That EVERYDAY shld be Valentine every day.Shower her all the love u can afford.Need not spend any money, lil things to made her smile,rmb every single detail about her, then worked on it. HEre is a quote i heard over P10. Love is the triumph of imagination over intelligence.Go figure.Cal outx.
till i get over you.;
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(Sunday, February 13, 2005-)
+8:16 PM]*
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Todae have to wake up early cuz they all goin temple.Though reluctant, i went still.Was at e temple for ard 1 hr liddat.Then Dad took me, bro and mum to AV for a hugeeee breakfast.Due to time constraints, Dad fetched me to CHC.Thought i was late.However,Qiu Mong was late.Todae Mabel,Amelia and her bf Brendon were there for e service.Todae sermon powerful sia.It was bout 10 things to take note in order to be a big person in life.Pstr Kong was as funni always.After e service,me mong,mabel and mong's fren Shao Kun went off together.They went to Tampines while i went to Woodlands to buy e rice pendant for Catherine.Dunno whether tomolo will be possible for me to see her.Realli hope to give her the thing lo.Hope she will lyk it.As for Kia Ying,Yan Ling and Kai Yiing, maybe some other time ba.Tomolo V Dae liao, so happi V Dae to all u peeps and couples and singletons outta there!Cal outx.
till i get over you.;
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(Saturday, February 12, 2005-)
+9:12 PM]*
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Normal day for me la.Went out with parents and bro to one of the aunts hse lo.Fetch alot of ppl.The back of the car had bout 9 ppl lo.But 1st,we went to 2nd aunt's stall at Lavender.The popiah and carrot cake was niceeeeeee.Wah!A huge serving.After that, went to aunts hse at Pasir Ris.The view there nice sia.I took a photo of it la.There also got some good food.Talked and chit chat with each other lo.Then went to Grandma hse at AMK.Stayed there for quite a while before goin home soon.I think i goin to change my blog soon.But to what design i not too sure le.Tomolo go church.WooHoo.See ya tomolo.Cal outx.
till i get over you.;
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(Friday, February 11, 2005-)
+5:20 AM]*
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Todae short day la.Woke up quite late, so nvr jog.Had breakfast then use com lo.Like nvr stop liddat, but took lunch and dinner la.About 6 i went out by myself lo.No one and nobody will ever ask me out.Me le? I will nvr dare to take e initiative.I always think tt other ppl arent free or they dun one to go out with me,cuz they think i boring ma.Talk little.Haha.I went to find Jas and Jac at Dawson.They were eating some spicy stuff.I le siao Jas and took her phone.She looked abit worried lo.Haha.Then i returned her e phone and she started her revenge by squishing water on moi.Haix.Went to PS after tt.Wanted to go Raffles to check out V Dae gift.But in e end nvr lo.Played arcade (again) there.My life quite sianx hor.Nth realli exciting goin on in my life.Haix.Gtg liaox.Cal outx.
till i get over you.;
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(Thursday, February 10, 2005-)
+10:47 PM]*
# People and mushrooms.-
Todae all e relatives came to moi hse lo.Went for morning jog ard 8 plus.Sum more jog abit to Blk 28 buy TNP.Used com till 12 plus lo.Fell asleep ard 1 plus and woke up at 3 plus.The relatives came ard 4.For e 1st time ever my hse was bloody crowded.So many shoes sia.Scary.But fun la.Ppl talked and mingle ard.The kids they all played FIFA.Funni sia.Granny was sooo happi to see all of em.And u noe e rest.Ang baos, oranges and drinks and snacks.Blah blah blah.Ard 5 plus went to GEylang there for vegetarian meal lo.Cuz grandma and some other aunts (includin mom) had to eat vegetarian tt day.30 relatives was there lo.Our table mostly the kids lo, cept for Desmond's mom.Me, Han Xiang,bro,Jia Xian and Ah Yong kor talked and joked lo.Ah Yong damn funni lo.Haha.The meal was nice la, but it was like a mushroom course, cuz dish after dish was like got mushroom.Jia Tee brought his bf with her.Ok lo, gd looking.Name is Jun Jie.Jia Xian tried to make him talk abit,but he shy la i think.LEft off ard 9.Lotsa ppl boarded Dad's van.Went to a few places la.Toa Payoh,AMK and Buangkok.Then went to LAvender, cuz Auntie Julia was there working ma.Hah quite a good meal lo.Reached home ard 10 plus.Ang bao wise, quite ok la.I nvr bother to noe how much $ i hab.Anyway,i tomolo no sch sia.Cool.But then,I dunno wad to do.So ciaox!
till i get over you.;
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(Tuesday, February 08, 2005-)
+11:55 PM]*
# CNY!-
Well well.Todae CNY eve do alot thing lo.Went back to QTSS.Went with Chen Khian.Saw alot ppl for e first time in a long long time.Ppl like kenneth,Chuan Teng,Edwin,Chee Loong and lotsa more.Hang around ampitheatre 4 awhile,then went to hall.There,more ppl commented on moi pink shirt.I was lyk so wad? its me and not u.Wore e cross.Looks nice.Lol.Saw e performance.Nice ba.Jac e host, along with Qian and another guy.Jac was funni sia.The way she talk.Heard from others that she made a mistake and she went blahck blahck! lolx.After e performance went to find the gals lo.Saw jas,kiti,evadne,bao,audrey.All laughed.haha.dun realli care.then loiter around staff room.Abit sianz i guess, and also i had talked to Mrs Yeong.She said i grew fatter,which is kinda true.Went to canteen, saw QiaN,Xiwen,Cheryl,Aloysius and Jac.All eating oranges.lolx.Me went off and find Phil,Austen,Chris and LianKai.Went with em to GWC.They had lunch at Kenny Rogers.But it was too ex lo.Me nvr go.After awhile went to Kim Seng,cuz they want to bowl.Saw Tony,Gary,Chee Loong at bowling alley.Awhile later, they came.I and Austen sorta "Tag Team". I did double sia! lucky.But HanWah realli pro lo.Four beggers sia.Pro.Left at 2.10 and reached home at 2.30.Had reunion dinner ard 3.The food was simply fantastic.Nth beats homecooked food.Grandma style.Ard 4 plus went Grandma hse at Seangoon.Fetched auntie there.Saw Desmond.Reached Grandma place at 4 plus.Played com and slept, due to e fact i drank Heineken on e way.Started eating at 7.Cousin JiaXian also came.He staying overnite.Went home ard 9 plus.16,15,14,13,12,11,10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1 HAPPI NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!! Hope lotsa ang bao come my way! Wishing and praying for happiness and good luck in studies.Gtg now.Sleeping time.Ciaox!
till i get over you.;
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(Sunday, February 06, 2005-)
+6:56 AM]*
# -
Well, didnt blog ytd.But lotsa thing happen.Well sae later.As for todae, i went for breakfast with parents as usual.Nice sia.Esp e cheese prata.Yummy! After that me went to work with Dad.Kinda eventful.Sometimes good, sometimes bad.Got scolded by him once at Tampines there for not being attentive enuff.Cuz there got some fire or sth liddat.Dunno la.Then todae went to East coast for a teeny weeny while onli.But seeing e clear blue seas is already enuff.Go alot places lo.Tampines,Orchard and Lavendar.Fish and chips also nice sia! U shld try it out.At Lavendar there.Went to BMC NTUC buy new year stuff.Reached home bout 4 plus.Played com like mad lo.Tomolo sianx sia.Got some Total Defence shit at 4 plus.THink im gonnA skip lo.Boring ma.Waste time ma.BUy wristband tomolo.Seeing is Believing.
To wad happened ytd...
I went out at 1 plus to meet up with OG ppl at SP.They went there for e open hse.Mervyn,Christina,Jasmine,Serene, Xu Jie and me were there lo.Went to school of biz.Xu jie went off on his own, cuz he couldnt wait for MErvyN any more.But the funni thing is tt merv came a while after Xu jie left.Tour there for abt 1 hr plus.Then at SP there so MEi ping wif her frens Melissa and another gal (forgot her name). Went to church together.Alot of ppl sia.Rev John Bevere looks shuai with those locks of his.Lolx.Looks totally diff from e pic i had.He gave a powerful msg on the fear of God.Its diff from being scared of Him.BY having a fear of Him, He is willing to accept u as a fren.HE made an outer call, and i answered.Lotsa ppl cry.I almost did.After service i got CIC, so went cafe with CY and Don.They had Getting Started. i ate jap chicken with sweet sauce.Nice sia.onli for $3.Then had my CIC lesson.Went home str.Saw Tian En on e bus.Then took e train together.BUt he alight at e nxt station as some of his sch mates haven board e train.I didnt acc him, cuz it was kinda late liaox.Reached home at 930.Had rice and soup.Soup was fantastic. Slept quite late lo.BB!
till i get over you.;
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(Friday, February 04, 2005-)
+6:43 AM]*
# mixed and shattered.-
Todae not bad lo.Change position of whr we stand during assembly.Realised im so much closer to her.so excited.lolx.heart flutters.Geog tutorial was quite a bore la.Cuz i had finish the tutorial but the internet speed is amazingly slow.In the end let Wee Kok use.Econs tutorial was even more of a bore.Got back my mcq.Got 3/12.Haha.Guess im not cut out for econs.Realli sianz lo.Break was nth much too.sat as a class again lo.Then got maths for lyk 2 hrs plus.Some more got test.He really act like a gay, after much observation.The test was ok lo.Not very diff.After that the class wanted to rehearse for Total Defence skit one.But no one got mood lo, so every1 chao.Lol.Me went home lo.Caught up with Pammy and Kai Ying.Reached home abt 1 hr later.Eat abit then go QTSS lo.By e time i went there,Jas use finish cam liao.Me juz wander around after that.Sianz.Went off at 4.Reached Dover around 4.25.Alot of ppl came late.Went off at 5.Reached Wendy's hse in 10 mins.More and more ppl came soon.Only Yu Yan,Kai Ying,Wen Hui nvr come.Had lotsa fun in e bbq.The food that Deviana cooked was good.We took a long time to set up fire.During that period, we juz took photos and had fun lo. The real bbq thingy then started lo.Wee Yong as usual played around with water lo.Then he got pushed down into e pool by e gals la.Funni sia.Chased each other type.Took class photos.Then got a point in which me and Wei Yew went to one corner and talked.Thankfully we did that, cuz the rest were dunking emelves into the pool.I didnt bring extra tee,so cant dunk lo.Me and Wei Yew talked alot lo.Past and present.He told me that he suspects that Kai Ying liked him,sth tt didnt go well with me.Cuz i had a lil crush on her ma.I really think tt there could be such a possibility.I would be realli shattered if tt happens.Haha.Kia Ying already liddat liao, how can another 1 come my way.So sad.Thankfully the bbq overall was great lo.Sleepy liao.Drunk.BB.
till i get over you.;
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(Thursday, February 03, 2005-)
+10:58 PM]*
# -
Todae frustrated sia. Lotsa things happen. Reached school about 7 lo.Quite early.Saw Thomas and his fren at canteen. Then me went to look For Mr Ng regarding geog.On e way, i saw Kia Ying.So forlorn, lonely standing there on her own.Wish i could go and sae hi to her.Juz saying hi will do. After that listen to Steve Chou CD in canteen.Todae assembly crap.The principal kept on talking bout e walkathon card thing.Saying put in more effort this and that.Cant stop talking. Todae also noe whu is president for student council.Its JunJie.Wadever anyway. Todae lesson ok lo.See JC again.Go thru ineqaulitites.Actually the topic ok lo.Nth much la.Todae GP no hab.Teacher nvr come.So it was like 2 hrs plus of break.Our class sat together and makan lo.Then go bball court discuss skit thingy.TOmolo le.Went for econs lecture late.Boring as usual.Good thing about econs is that its the onli lecture that can make me sleep soundly.Wanted to zhao geog.But some1 sae cannot hab to stay.That time was so frustrating.Want zhao cant zhao.After geog chiong to meet Chu Yang.Went to SP open hse.There nt bad lo.LEarnt alot about school of biz.HArd to geT in sia.After that wanted to go Standard Chartered buy wristband but eventually went to Queensway check out shoes.Shu Hua was there.Walked around lo.Went home at 6.tOMOLO shall be busy like mad.Skit,school,bbq.Haix.PRioritise dude. Cal outx.
till i get over you.;
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(Wednesday, February 02, 2005-)
+10:41 PM]*
# Rushing and planning.-
Todae woke up early lo.Went AV ate breakfast, though lil stores were open.Had to be content with prata and bee hoon.Dad fetch me to sch.Journey took quite abit, which was good cuz i felt that i had left too early.When reached sch, went to canteen and saw Thomas and Masthan.Talked to em lo.Then after that assemble.After that was 30 mins of collecting money for walkathon card.I gave $2.Some ppl gave 60 sia.After that was Econs lecture.Todae test lo.It was an essay worth 3 pages.Most of them couldnt finish it.I did 5 pages, but mostly writing crap. After that was break, where i wasnt feeling too hungry due to the heavy breakfast.I ate char siew bun and coke. Wanted to skip geog, but no one skipping.So i nvr skip lo.Geog quite boring la.After that was GP. Go com lab find research.But didnt find much. My grp and other grps were basically fooling around. After that home tutor period.Did some fund-raising project idea.Me, Ivan,Wee Kok,Ben,Kai Ying and Pammy formed 1 grp.Discussed abit lo.The class then talked about the bbq for Bitthiah.Goin to be at Wendy's hse at Dover.Lotsa food i reckon.Hugh crowd ma.Dun realli feel lyk goin.But go lo, for e fun of it. Juz finish watchin amazing race.They nvr got kicked out! i mean adam and rebecca.Haha.Tomolo hopefully shall be a good day.Ciaox.
till i get over you.;
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(Tuesday, February 01, 2005-)
+11:29 PM]*
# Nervous and sad.-
Todae ok lo.Started out with GP tutorial.Mdm Zariah wanted us to split into grps of 4 for some sketch/role play. My grp consist of Yu Yan,Wendy,Jessica,Kai Ying,Pammy,Wee Kok,Wei Yew and me.We were doin the issue of divorce rates.Got alot of discussions lo.We were goin to do role play.Then laugh and laugh lo.After that was PE.The bois do physical conditioning.Sianx.After that played captain's ball.We lost due to the other team too many ppl lo.But i scored all my team's goals.Haha.But, on e other hand i lost 8 bucks.Sad sia.I ate bread that Dad bought for me during recess.After that was econs tutorial.Sianx sia.I was quite lost there.After that was chinese tutorial, but i skipped it and went home.Reached home play com again.Haha.On e way home, i saw dad and mum and they gave me drink frappuccino sia.Yummy!Played com till 9 plus.Dad reached home and i ate supper.Then eat finish watch TV lo.Then reflect on what i done.I suddenly realised that jas they all watched flight of the phoenix.They had given me the tix but i dun want la.But then i realised they brought Ivan.Lolx.Ok la.But this made me realise that im not that significant to them.I am always being made use or take advantage of.Everytime they have probs i will help them, but whether they have good stuff and whether they r willing to share with me, that i not too sure.Im not that shuai,humourous or rebellious.Lets hope that things will change for e better.Heart shattered.
till i get over you.;
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