Lifestyles of the young and restless...

2006-12-03T04:27:00.000-08:00

tml class chalet le.. but they STILL haven tell me what time meet and everything.. so was wondering whether it is all just a trick. maybe they pay me the money.. then are actually having it either on another day/place without me. hais. why do i feel sth bad is going to happen to me for next week.

muz pray abt it then.

im very very tired recently. like no energy for anything. want to go somewhere and rest. really rest.

guys. im so sorry i cant fellowship ONCE AGAIN. i want to eat with u all so badly. but its always the same old thing. my grandma cooks for me. so what to do?

hais.hope that this actions of mine wont result in me being more distanced from u all.

2006-12-01T09:14:00.000-08:00

well well, had many thots in my mind throughout this few days.
just had my prom.it was alrite lorhs.nothing much.

anyway.here is my main point of this post

how to make it big in blogosphere

1.Be a celebrity/politician
2.Be related to that celebrity/politician
3.Bitch about life.
4,Bitch about other bloggers.
5.Post a home made sex video and put it on the blog.
6.Look real ugly in sec sch/jc and transform into a hottie now.
7.Plagarize.

I think i would stick to bitching about life and other bloggers.Cuz im good with it :)

I would start by talking bout the situation in http://she-rry.blogspot.com. She posted lots of her photos on her blog, and her friends include a certain TNP Face of the Year winner. Recently, her photos were being posted on this particular well-known local website, with many complimenting on her ample assets. Who posted those photos? we'll nvr noe. but there is a few things that i feel strongly should be addressed to both parties.

To the girls involved
Well, put it that way, u have bothe the face and figure to flaunt, and u have shown it in the photos. Im sure u all should have see this coming, for we men, no matter how they deny it, still have that lecherous side of us. So when u posted the photos, im sure it would only be a matter of time before guys started to print out ur photos and mas******* using it. In a way, you could be proud of yourself and thank ur parents for blessing u with such looks and also on yourself for maintaing the figures.

To the guys involved
1.No life.Dont u have better things to do?
2.This aint porn.Dun get addicted to it.

2006-11-23T08:34:00.000-08:00

hais.
im really tiredofitall sometimes.
i ask myself.
is this world what it really seems to be?
Has every1 gotten so full of our ownself?

do they care.
will they able to understand
the things i go thru
can u comphrehend.
the loneliness i had to undertake at times.

i really need some time to myself to think it over.
about everything
my direction in life.
my future.

and i need as much help as i can.
to pull thru.
to get out of this tacky situation.
and quick.
i dun want to sink into oblivion from every1
but, it seems that no matter how hard i try
to move from this icy personality of mine.
no1 seems to notice it.
every1 is just kinda hi and bye.
izit so hard for me to be understood?
am i so different from u all.
can some1 give me an answer?

esp to E242 pple..
if u see this post.
i really hope i could talk to any1 of u all.
cuz im really lost and down.
even tho i just finish my exams.
cuz life for me is like an exam.

2006-11-22T16:45:00.000-08:00

Evanescence-My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

im really tired. i dunno what to do from here. there is so much i wish i could share with the people around me.
but it seems that they do no care.or give a damn about me. Are they what they seem to be? Can i trust them.

Trust is so hard to come by.
All this time.
I see myself as a stranger.
An outsider to your perfect little worlds.
I seem not to belong
Not worthy to be a part
A part of the beauty of it all.

2006-11-14T17:21:00.000-08:00

Welcome to the black parade- My Chemical Romance

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.

He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten and the damned?"
He said "Will you defeat them,
your demons, and all the non believers, the plans that they have made?"
Because one day I'll leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join the black parade."

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten and the damned?"

Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go.
And through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
When you're gone we want you all to know.

We'll carry on,
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And in my heart I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it.

A woman sends you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all.
So paint it black and take it back
Lets shout it loud and clear
Defiant to the end
We hear the call

To carry on
We'll carry on
Though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches
On and on we carry through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh

Disappointed faces of your peers
Ooh oh ohhhh
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all

Do or die
You'll never make me
Because the world, will never take my heart
You can try, you'll never break me
You want it all, you wanna play this part
I won't explain or say I'm sorry
I'm unashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
Give a cheer, for all the broken
Listen here, because it's only you
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I'm just a boy, who's meant to sing this song
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I -- don't -- care

We'll carry on
We'll carry on
Though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
You'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry
We'll carry on
(Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world, will never take my heart
You can try, you'll never break me
You want it all, you wanna play this part)


i just realised i have so little time for geog.

AND SO FEW PPLE READ MY BLOG.
...
DO I NEED TO BE A BITCH TO INCREASE READERSHIP
A LA WEE SHU MIN?

2006-11-13T16:03:00.000-08:00

Nothing in My Way- Keane

A turning tide
Lovers at a great divide
Why do you laugh
When I know that you hurt inside?

And why do you say
"It's just another day
Nothing in my way
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna stay
So there's nothing left to say?"
And why do you lie
When you wanna die
When you hurt inside?
Don't know what you lie for anyway
Now there's nothing left to say

A tell-tale sign
You don't know where to draw the line

And why do you say
"It's just another day
Nothing in my way
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna stay
So there's nothing left to say?"
And why do you lie
When you wanna die
When you hurt inside?
Don't know what you lie for anyway
Now there's nothing left to say

Well for a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time
For a lonely soul you're having such a nice time
For a lonely soul it seems to me
that you're having such a nice time
You're having such a nice time

2006-11-05T18:26:00.000-08:00

have time to blog le.

lols.i can buy beer.but i haven.

i can bet footsie.but i haven

hi lynn.welcome to my navigations filled blog. u r 1 of e few who says its interesting.

most tell me its tedious.lol.

i had plenty of interesting dreams recently. filled with pple who never will noe each other.hahas.

sugar ray-when its over

When it’s over
that’s the time I fall in love again.
When it’s over
that’s the time you’re in my heart again.

nov16.rock on.

2006-09-15T18:59:00.000-07:00

i love you.
i finally made u mine.
words r not enuff to express all i have for you.

new blog coming soon.

once again.
i love u dear.

2006-09-04T08:51:00.000-07:00

u brighten up my world.
in my eyes.
there is only you.

if only ur vision was as clear as mine.
and things wasnt such a blur.
then maybe we could have well been together.

but, this kind of thing takes time.
and im truly ok with it.
no matter how long it takes.
i will be there for you.

be it a touch of warmth when ur cold.
or be it some1 to spur u on when ur feeling down.
or be it just a shoulder to cry on.
i'll be there for you.

for love is a thing that cant be rushed.
it takes time to develop and nuture into a relationship.
where both parties truly r able to understand 1 another.
where tolerance, patience and understanding is the key.
right now, i dun have that key to ur heart.
even if they key is located among the haystock.
i'll find it.

and then i'll unlock it.

hope that somehow u r able to see this.
that this r thots deep in my heart that i want to reveal.
but do not have the courage to.

calvin.

i truly understand le.thx.for u r the missing jigsaw piece.

2006-09-01T07:33:00.000-07:00

I SERIOUSLY HATE MY PARENTS.

they have given me no proper life.

restrictions and more restrictions.

im super-duper pissed.

no matter here or back in hometown.

its all the same.

i wanted to post sth else today.

but i have no more mood le.

*listening to angry songs

Calvin.

2006-08-24T08:04:00.000-07:00

hmm.
todae was tiring.
went back to qtss.
most likely my last time le.
leaving.
for a place somewhere only we know.
the lake house.
hahas.

they sure can DANCE.
non-stop.
with different variations.
from sakuras to bollywood.
u name it, they will choreo it.
i even see them attempting to dance to YELLOWCARD.
omg.
maximum craziness.

seeing them like with little worries and all.
makes me think bout my life.
will i be used to a different life?
i want to break free.
seriously.

u gals muz stay strong.(jasmine,evadne,audrey,jac,yan ling)
i say this before.i will say it again.
pursue ur dreams.dun let anything hinder u.
dun give up.
when u close ur eyes.and turn around.i will be there.

when have i become so emo?
maybe time has changed me.
i so wanted to dance along with them.
but they make me look old.
hahas.

i so want to stay abit longer
but the time has come.
memories r skecthed forever le.
and nothing can change it.

jia you.
calvin.

2006-08-23T17:24:00.000-07:00

im darn bored.
and sleepy.

life sure have its twists and turns.
gonna go soon.
so unexpected lahs.

had alot to say.
but ytd blogger was down.(or was it my comp?)
and i forgot what i wanna say le.

going back to sleep.

2006-08-22T04:22:00.000-07:00

i guess the friends at the international sch miss me.
seems im blogging more eh.
time is on my hands it seems.
or is it?

i guess my blogging style has changed.
but who is to define how 1 shld blog?
for starters.i dun put fotos in my blog.
guess im too lazy le.

ive been surfing the net since morning till now.
half surfing, half studying.
THAT WONT DO.
tml is entirely dedicated to studying le.
guess my holidays r up soon.
gotta head back.

today, it dawned upon me that there r so many beauuutiful pple in our sunny isles.
haha. i went to dis particular website.
displaying all e pretty pple in blogosphere.
many come from spore.
but the more impressive ones r from HK.
haha. they all mixed blood type.

im HOOKED to classical music now.
and abit of Chris Brown.Lost Prophets.
one is talented.the other.kooky.
ciaos.switching off comp.

2006-08-20T17:24:00.000-07:00

im still stuck at home.
not able to go school.
but i like.
doh.who wouldnt.

but.
i nvr use this time fully.
and i realise.
u shld nt sleep so much.
for those time could be done for sth else.
really.

and no more IRC for me at e moment.
i guess im expecting too much le.
and besides.
shallowness reigns there.

i so want to catch a movie.
and go somewhere only we know.

2006-08-16T08:04:00.000-07:00

hais, just hear my dad ranted all over again.
over the phone some more.
i got chicken pox.omg.
but getting better le.

but just now was like hell.
unconscious.fainting.feverish.
still cant believe that im blogging now.

anyway, monday was a turning pt.
i found my direction.
purpose.sense in life.
AGAIN.
which was quite unexpected.

your hands are mine to hold.
really.
im willing to wait.
i gave u the chance to tickle me.
now would you give me the chance to become that part of my life?
to make it complete?
you gave me the chance to hold my hand.
but i dont want to let it go.

i <3 you. (lols. that i learn it from somewhere.)
i never saw the imperfect part of me.
i saw what was lacking in me in you.

if only..

2006-08-11T19:29:00.000-07:00

heading back soon.
still not sure when.
national day was boring.
but thankfully went out.
wanted to do some shopping.
but got nothing.
prices here are so much better than there lorh.
but little that i fancy.

any1 want to invest in football?
tag.
cuz im thinking of sharing bets with pple.

have fun.

2006-07-20T06:24:00.000-07:00

have been receiving lots of comments from various pple, and its hard for me to take all that.

have been trying to pass it off, not letting it affect me.but its so hard not to.

have been trying to concentrate on the more important things in life, but its limited.

maybe i shld just move on with life.
maybe i shld not bother with anything.
maybe i shld just end it all.

but...
im made of stronger stuff.
things like that shld not hurt me at all.
pple might see me in a totally different light.
but..
when the time comes.
i will DESTROY u all.
and when u come to beg for mercy.
i wont even pity u.
i will BREAK u.

just watch.

2006-07-18T05:15:00.000-07:00

singapore is still as hot. unlike melbourne, all cool and spicy.woot.

anyway, came back to settle certain family and school matters.

its tiring to hear squabbles constantly at home. so decided to move to my aunt's place.

i SO love twister fries.gd to noe its back.

have FUN.
Calvin.

2006-06-06T08:20:00.000-07:00

its been a tiring journey.but i hope its worth the while.

i miss homecooked food.
i miss PS and Bugis.

But.I love the scenery here.
i wont exhcnage for anything else.

2006-04-26T04:52:00.000-07:00

this blog will have lesser updates in the future to come. for more info pls link ur blog to this blog.

www.waseelinlaobei.blogspot.com

thx alot for ur co-opertation.

2006-03-06T06:34:00.000-08:00

hmm.common tests coming yet im stil slacking.the rest all chiong le.i so no mood la.

hrumph.some ppl..they r so like guarded.put like the secret password to their blogs.the purpose of blog is to tell ppl wad u have done and stuff..if u r like so protective over ya content, why nt just keep a diary? kinda dumb.

thats all.

2006-02-28T05:05:00.000-08:00

pretty amazing day today.lots of events happened.

i nvr go sch today.cuz i felt sick.severe flu lor.i went to CCK polyclinic..they had records of me in 5 different polyclinics lah.haha..was so paiseh.after that.i took 67 from cck all the way to aljunied area, hoping that the library there wld open.but, they had some staff meeting. and the library wont be open till 2! i was dere at 10.so i had 4 hrs to kill.i deciced to tour ard spore.so i took 80, cuz tt was e bus i saw first.ha.i went to maxwell road food centre to eat chicken rice.then walk all e way to raffles place area..to get a feel of that place.very cool.i even had a video on it.nescafe did their prodcuct testing there and i just joined in e queue.i had to fill in this questionnaire..they have no age group of 15-20 lahs.. so i have to say that i was 20-25...lols.

after that i walked to kino in liang court..did some browsing..then went to BM library..by tt time was already 2.i fell asleep in e library.ha.then went out with CL to get his new fone.FINALLY A FONE for him.after tt ate at BK while he tested his phone.then we did crazy stuff by goin to Planet Fitness..the process is like so...i dunnoe..we even have to pass this gantry to go there.we were then given a tour ard that place by 1 of e trainers..quite cool lor..that place.

reached hm ard 8.

betta study.common test!lols.

2006-02-21T07:12:00.000-08:00

im nt doin any thing productive whatsoever.too tired, possibly a result of being emotinally and physically drained by the long day i had.lots of things twirling in my mind now.

is it realli ideal to have a gf at this stage of life le..diff ideas and opinions might come out now.for me, i feel that as the search for me to find love continues, i realise that i keep on missing out 1 impt thing-the character.i guess im too blinded by goin for looks le.that i have forgotten abt whats inside that matters more.like how 1 of my fren is goin thru now.tho her stead might nt be e most chio gal in sch, its possibly and most likely her character tt attracts her to my fren.which is gd 4 him lahs.

i sometimes feel left out.but many ppl wld be in e same shoes like me.but den again, who wld dare to say tt they do NOT have a proper relationship even at e age of 18? v few i suppose.but im 1 of em.nt a real deal relationship.

i feel like a idiot sometimes.telling ppl tt i have dis and tt relationship probs.when in most of e im cheating e ppl ard me and most imptly, myself.deluding and self consoling frm e fact tt basically lil gals find me nice. how i wish ppl wld just tell me what goes wrong with me, then i will change.or im just thinking too much la.

today had a nice zi char outing after sch with e guys and their gfs. the singles were dere too lahs.ha.

i ate too much today.but im still hungry.

for wad? definitely nt love. cuz it's just nt part of my diet as of yet.

but i want cheese fries :)

2006-02-20T18:00:00.000-08:00

right now in library.haven update for quite awhile le.so here goes.

14/02
V day.bought sweets for e class.they all got stuff also la.i also bought some balloons and roses.i pass a balloon to dis gal from a sci class.she is so elegant la.i like.not too flashy and stuff.and i have to walk in town and seeing all those couples being touchy and stuff.puts me off totally lor.

15/02
met up with jacelyn to pass her gifts.spend like 3 4 hrs at amk and yck.her sch is nice tho.

16/02-20/02
nth much.just sch and the weekends.went to church as usual on sat.

any1 wants to watch Munich?

2006-02-01T04:06:00.000-08:00

todae is such a cranky and crazy day la..

i did nt went for my morning jog..too tired i suppose..on e way to sch i was still feeling sleepy on dad's car..til e pt that i salivate on my sch u...and it was brown...muz be e Milo i drank in e morning..how it ended up being my saliva....that i realli have no idea..

sch was as per normal..had a short day todae..so figured out tt i went hm early to have a rest..on e way to town to change bus..on 190..there was this bunch of 2 gals and a guy..they went on board e bus and sat beside me..after awhile..they started to play with their handphones..and blared out loud music..i realli hate that..wads more..they played the OVERPLAYED jocie kwok song..bu pa bu pa..which was the ultimatium for me..i "swiped" out my phone and played e original one..thinking that my hp wld be louder than them..but..it turns out that hp was the guys'.. the 2 gals had more powerful hp la..way louder..than i decided to shut my phn le..i called loong..then talked for awhile..taking indirect hits at them..saying out loud "i hate TECHNO music" cuz they were playing ma..so 1 of e gals got pissed at me i guess..then SHE started taking swipes at me..commenting on whatever i have to say.then i decided to get down at Tangs..before she starts to get more nasty..before i left she took 1 last swipe at me..teling me to be careful..i then gave out a loud "SHHH" to her..ha..childish acts..then she replied with "shhh ur head ah!" it was so lame..i cldnt stop laughing..but on e way hm i was thinking about e consequences to it...haha...i was abit fearful that they will wait outside sch for me...haha..

on 111...i saw a unused pack of dure... saw took it for fun..haha..further adding to the weird day i had..

i wonder whether they will hunt me down tml.watch this space...

2006-01-31T06:50:00.000-08:00

all this that u r abt to see are wad i thot of on my way home..

my heart has just gotten myself a deep cut.again.cuz i got myself rejected by her..my fren broke the news to me..at tt particular moment.i didnt realli noe wad to say or do..how to react..kinda mix emos..her fren felt that our age gap is just too big le..which is kinda true lor..she said 1 line.."God will give you e right person at e right time.By giving this type of things a rush.i will cause my life to collapse and become a total failure.i just felt it hit right at e spot..im just simply too rushed in this type of things..i shld nt force things..make them flow naturally...hais..

On another note..today was kinda fun..went to jocelyn place ard 2 plus..her dad fetched me there some more..nice..their parents are soo hospitable la...mabel,mong,mp were there..don came and join us after awhile...went to jacelyn's place at ard 4 plus..had quite alot of fun too..played blackjack and heart attack..mixed with my iPod's music..ang baos also quite nice..haha.haha.

oh well.i hope to emerge a stronger person.
ppl tell me to cheer up.
but how do i do it when i hear it all the time..
and i know that no mater how hard i cheer myself up.
the hurt is always there.
the cut will only get deeper.
and no 1 can alleviate the pain.

2006-01-29T17:08:00.000-08:00

havent been blogging for e past few days.. so here it goes ONCE AGAIN.

happy CNY to every1 outta there.hows ang baos collecting? i dont think im gonna take alot this year..seems that im nt visiting too many relatives this yr.*wonders why. ytd night, i was actually pondering abt how much do those rich ppl get for their ang baos..was actually abit envious..but decided nt to.i actually send jacelyn a sms..telling her rich ppl always will get lotsa of money and stuff..cant believe i was actually upset abt all e money issue.have i become too money minded?

saw quite a few relatives at gran's place..they all look much nicer le.same to me as well..lols.oh well..

i went on RADIO live! cool aint it.went to UFM 1003.came as a surprise tho.haha.was abit nervous and all.but think bout it..nth much to be nervous abt.its just talking to a microphone..just tt ppl across spore will hear it..

sch's CNY celebration was nt too bad...had a J1 and J2 gathering session.our's was with 06a05.bunch of nice ppl LA. the actual celebration was nt too bad. CO performed..and there was this acapella sorta performance..they impressed me quite abit..seems that more and more acapella band are coming up..gd for e industry lor..

oh well..gonna go MORE relatives' places later on.have fun every1.

just a reminder..dun fall sick.even if u do.get a MC on wed.

2006-01-22T07:19:00.000-08:00

hmm.today went quite well.just that it was raining abit.

went for cell group meeting.played a game called "Praise the Lord". i drank lotsa water la.i hung on for a long while..hang around with cell ppl after tt..i went home after that..then it rained like dogs and monkeys..

went to celebrate Kenny's bdae..at bt timah.quite a few ppl were there..the food there nt bad

oh well.gtg its late le.bb

2006-01-20T07:13:00.000-08:00

i love Sweetalk.till e pt that im thinking of starting 1 near my area..as a mini business venture.any1 interested?

sch was alrite.maths test was ok.cuz sth was in my hands.preparation.but i wont get full marks tho.screwed up e graph a lil. was late AGAIN.3 times in a mth..fantastic..im gonna get dad to fetch me to sch le.i still have 2 go sch tml for CWO.On a SARURDAY.i miss support.again.

the assembly talk it a raw nerve.sorta.that actually time is kinda short for every1 of us out there.in the little things that we do or the big ones.time is being used.to think i love wasting time changing buses.hmm..pondering.

went to lavendar to find the 2 gals to take my prezzie.found out it was just a plushie..oh well..thot counts, thats impt u say.but i rather want something more practical.like a sling bag or slippers..

went shopping with mabel,tian en, mong and lil piggie jacelyn.went to suntec and citylink..was quite beat..tried out some clothes..tho im nt the type who likes trying out.haha.too bad i dun have enuff cash..otherwise i wld have gone out buying stuff.haha.loves sling bags.

tml another hectic day.better chiong hmwk first and plan a TIME TABLE.one that i cant fulfil.

2006-01-16T04:12:00.000-08:00

wells.its been awhile.

i actually reached sch 5 mins before bell.kinda rare nowadays.but im improving slowly.school was ok.in fact it was kinda good.ventured to lotsa things i didnt do.i finally know what is wrong with my situation.thx loong.PE was tiring la.been awhile i ran 2.4.tiring.hang ard with e guys after PE.before goin hm ard 5 plus.reached home at 7.wow.ha.didnt expect it to take so long.saw ms yap at e bus stop.lol.she said that u 3 gals are nice and kind gals wor.nt bad.

was wondering recently.what do u prefer for ur big gulp.i like coke sprite and grape together.cuz it gives grape a fuzzy taste.i recently tried putting 100 plus instead of sprite.and it stinks. so 100 plus is probably a no-no.i dunno abt u all.maybe u all can tag.

i recently found out ppl ard me are taking sticks.omg.and its ppl i nvr expect them doin.there is this possibility i want to try 1.but there is no looking back.

2006-01-09T21:30:00.000-08:00

its been awhile i guess.

loong.I BLOG LE LAH! HAPPY?

not that i dun want to.just that im abit lazy to study.i have geog test and i have so much to study.but probably due to the weather..im nt la! i sprain my neck.due to me nt sleeping well..tormenting sia.oh wells.PE ytd was tough too.probably cuyz i nvr have strenous stuff for dunno how long le.

monsoon season.that probably sums up everything.no shopping.no going out.hais

im going to have new specs.probably goin for wad every1 is goin nowadays.

i so want to meet up with u 3.troubled times lie ahead for u all.but hang in there.have faith.

2005-12-31T07:06:00.000-08:00

well well. 31st again. time to see whether i fulfil any resolutions.and guess what.i fulfiled none!how not surprising was that ehs.oh well.i failed to lose weight.i failed to read the Bible more.i failed to save more money(instead spending more). and i lost more frens then i make new ones.haha.

oh wells. this year on a global scale not much.spore was buzzing tho.white elephants at buangkok.IR.TTDURAI.NKF.H5N1.chelsea.was else ehs?cant think le.

i thot pjc was a good place to be at.funky ppl.cool classmates.but not really the case la.but then again.u win some.u lose some.as im typing, newcastle are losing big time! to tottenham.crap.i met more frens outside.which is kinda good la.im talking to 1 of them now.big shout out to "the gal with lotsa suggestive stuff!" haha.u noe who u r.lols.

Resolutions for year 2006.
1.lose weight (still.big agenda.NS leh!die liaox!)
2.dun play too much next year
3.save money for aussie and thai trip
4.meet more ppl.
5.read Bible (way more often lor.)
6.get sales for my StarHub mini job.
7.to blog more?

Wishes for year 2006
1.NKF to have a name change
2.Chelsea to get relegated.
3.Newcastle or Liverpool to win EPL
4.Do well for exams.

ta-daa.thats it i guess.about 45 minutes more to year 2006.hope every1 have thier wishes,dreams,day-dreams,staring at skies dream, come true!cheers.god bless.

im going to call Mc now.

2005-12-18T05:11:00.000-08:00

cant get used to time.but slowly able le lo.the stuff here in perth.omg.ex.wont be buying gifts from here.abit broke too.hehes.thx for e ideas.will noe wad to do.i miss spore already.

2005-12-08T07:39:00.000-08:00

todae went to work as usual.not a sale closed.but i now had a sale le..haha.todae starbucks had their xmas open hse.free tall frap.haha.i luv starbucks.even tho if its only tall frap.

read the new paper article bout e whole uproar over e schools issue.firstly to that GEP gal, it takes lotsa guts to say that not only in ya blog, but in Straits Times.u muz have lotsa courage and also a strong desire for ppl to noe wad ya feel.u r abit right to say that non-streamers stereotype ppl, but majority are nice ppl.ha.so ur comments bout them being too immature is abit too harsh i guess. and for tt top PSLE gal, go 4 wad ya like.dun let ppl prohibit ur freewill.dun let ur thinking sway so easily over what ppl say.u have a right to choose ya sch.

continuing bout the issue of gals.
yes.SOME gals are looking 4 guys who are sincere in e heart and not really 4 e looks.but then look at e big pic.gals will ALWAYS be talking first to a nicer looking guy then some geeky but sincere person.why? look nice ma... obviously looks take a big majority of wad gals are goin out for.for example, my class and my workplace.for my class, e gals r always talking to the more handsome guys out there.causing me to get left out some times.or shld i say most of the times.for my workplace, tho its not that obvious, but gals there wld rather talk to some1 nicer looking.im nt saying im downplaying my own looks and feeling that gals wont talk to me.its just that i wont be able to get their attn as well.so if i cant get their attn in e first place, why bother talking to them trying to get their attn.they wont be bothered about me anyway.ha.no matter how hard i try in looking gd, i wont have tt chiselled body.

hais.im so jealous.every1 ard me having bf/gf.han wah, i feel so glad 4 u.u have found stability in ya life.as 4 me...well..i dunch really noe.

2005-12-04T06:47:00.000-08:00

todae had a fantastic service.dr john avanzini preached a msg about the divined covering of our church, which was Pstr Kong and Sun.cg was nice too.got testimony to share ma.ha.met this 2 new gals.jacelyn and cherleen.VERY rowdy and noisy.but full of the love for Him.

2 things i feel like saying todae.right now is the season of love.well for every1 out there except me.its happening everywhr, from cg to my juniors to my class.every1 is blissfully in love.holding hands,saying sweet nothings,declaring their love in tagboards and Friendster testimonials.i dunno what to say or feel about this.definitely happy for them.but another thing wld be loneliness?or being left out?i dunno la.not tt im being desperate or sth la.but the feeling of being loved and loving some1 in return.its been awhile since i felt tt way.

another thing.i realised that what is the pt of having so many online ppl.when none of them talks to u.or some of them.they nvr initiate conversations.why?dun like me ah?ha.some might argue that if every1 thinks that way, no1 will ever start talking.but my pt is i tried and failed.thus, im tired to try furthermore.cuz i noe it will always end up with the same result.ppl not replying.im wondering then.are they doing it on purpose.i mean they could jolly well be doing that.u nvr noe wad is on the other person's mind.like i was telling chee loong once.nearly every1 in that particular MSN group was online (me included). so there was this conspiracy theory inside my head."are they all having a conversation w/o me inside" i noe this might sound so negative.so unbelivable.so not likely to happen.but in MY world.anything is posible.u nvr noe.

audrey.it does nt matter what u give.its all from the heart.even if u send me pencil lead.i will be happy.

2005-12-03T07:29:00.000-08:00

work is still ok.i got quite alot of potential deals.but not one positive one tho.hais.betta work on my script.

another thing.i only do ard half of my hols work.sianx.some of them are kinda tough.

girls nowadays.go for looks only.most of them.i so hope this is wrong.maybe some1 can prove me wrong.haha.tag and give ur opinions.

2005-11-21T23:49:00.000-08:00

wow.i got a new bag,which looks more for girls.but i like.ha.kinda living a crazy life nowadays.

and i got my iPod!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its fantabulous.lols.

nvm me.goin to work fer awhile.before i leave.will miss every1.esp to u ppl.u all noe who u r.wont mentioned it then.but if ya really senile and slow and dunno what im talking about.tag and ask.

2005-11-04T01:07:00.000-08:00

happy bdae!to myself la.

ytd kBox was fantastic.tried many new stuff ma.then went to Plaza in the Park, beside museum.to eat.tho food was nice.serving abit small.ha.wanted to go Bugis.but grandma felt it was too late.hrumph.

later have to go sch somemore.sad.for PW lo.wad else.

im getting an iPod.nxt week.cant wait.

sam had already said happy bdae to me.sang i mean.im waiting for e 2nd person.ha.no need to sing.say will do.esp the ppl dere.will they noe?will wad i hope for really come true.that all i have been goin thru was just a dream?

sorry lest,our schedules too tight huh.maybe nxt week.

2005-10-31T23:46:00.000-08:00

chinese was ok i guess.nt tt tough.cept for e front part.went to have lunch with wei yew.walked ard abit.then went to renew passport.then went home.

to that group of juniors, u all are so fake.thot u were sincere enuff.but guess that wasnt to be.

im worried.but are the worries non-existant in e 1st place?

2005-10-27T11:02:00.000-07:00

i so want to go back to MI.
dun think i can stand all this anymore.
im now so screwed up.
crap aint it.

2005-10-19T05:05:00.000-07:00

mixed feelings abound.

well.todae had a gr8 breakthru in terms of work done in PW.haha.gr8 improvement wor.

but, my cca closed down.dunno how to put it la.due to our sch being realistic and radical and all, many ccas have to be close down.including ours lo, Humanities Club.at e start, i was kinda glad.but soon when it sunk on me, i kinda feel down.its like so out of the blue la.nvr thot of it happening.

the school just want to hide some things la.they make it sound so nice.but the truth is that the school's budget is LOW and SADDENING.thats why certain cca have to be closed down.was quite shocked tt badminton,rugby and ODAC were closing.they were quite good lo.nth bad bout them.

seriously, i dun see this in other JCs, but why ours?

2005-10-12T22:33:00.000-07:00

todae was quite screwy.

stupid meeting.only talked about chalet.somehow, i not realli that "on" for it anymore.but i paid.meaning i have to go.

the chinese teacher didnt come.wasted 1 and a half hours.GP changed to PW.still ok lo.not realli much.but have to start preparin for OP.but im confident.haha

mindsets need to be changed for every1 outta there.i noe im bad.but nt tat bad.why look at me in such a weird expression? have things turned out to be an embarassing scenario all the time?

up till this pt, 2005 had more -ve stuff than +ve stuff.but there is still a few months left.hope its good.hope i dun get retained.otherwise im outta PJC.

2005-10-08T10:09:00.000-07:00

todae had a fantastic day.went to church.been awhile since i went church already. saw all e familiar faces..so nice to see them again lo.the pstr talked about his life experiences while sharing the word.and he is so funny la.

anyway, tml maybe going out again.todae not much to blog abt lo.

2005-10-07T12:26:00.000-07:00

oh well.todae (actually ytd) was e last paper.was surprised that it ended all so quickly.

overview of the subjects taken

-maths: Having double digits will be considered a miracle.

-geog:hoping tt my physical geog can pull up e disappointments of human geog.

-econs:my best chance of getting an A.essay was ok, drq was ok and mcq was do-able.

-GP: should/must pass.

Now thinking of a possibility of ard 20% that i will take re-examinations. thus, preparations must come in then.will start on tuesady le, together with revision for chinese.muz improve on essay.

well, i really hope that things between me and them could turn out better.at least im talking and hanging ard with them more le.things are looking good.i really hope la.

got new shoes, slippers and got a new haircut.hehe.nike free here i come!.haha

tml going out too.gotta sleep le.nitez.

2005-09-20T17:51:00.000-07:00

hey.just got back.feeling rather tired.had a fun day.but thats beside the point.todae, in a bid to revamp my blog and to cre8 more publicity, i shall write more stuff i see in my daily life.cuz e previous entries had been more and more about my personal life.so i decided to do sth different.

btw, i dont understand how did thesecondholocaust blog cre8 so much controversy.how was it discovered first.why no1 comes to my blog?it aint tt bad.

todae suddenly thot about racial stuff.i realised that the truth is, most Singaporeans are kinda racist in a way.see so many ppl getting arrested for racist stuff says it all.also, though we aint saying, but we still have abit of racisim inside us.dont u think so?but, there is one minority that i feel should be the next ambassadors for racial harmony day.and they are .... the gangsters!

dont u realise one thing, that gangsters are probably the most racial harmonious ppl ard.here are e reasons why.

1.have u ever seen gangsters of different race fight against each other? probably not.most fight within their own race ehs.u nvr seen stuff like indian gang vs chinese gang..u get my picture?
2.they share thier stash.be it drugs,dope,pot,cigarettes,girls, anything.they dont mind sharing with each other.and besides, the smoke will probably cover up any type of BO from any of the races.
3.they do not condone inter-race marriages.haha.i feel that way la.not too sure.
4.they go together bullying ppl.

this is why i feel they are e most harmonious ppl ard.yay! PAP, i guess u noe wad's next.make a commerical/movie.. anything.let them promote racial harmony.

2005-09-14T09:36:00.000-07:00

now in school.in libraray doing eom.decided not to chickened out and skip maths lecture.was boring anyway.i dont get a clue of what the lecturer is talking.besides i can slack.but i nvr bring econs stuff.kinda screwed.praying for the best la.tim and gene nvr come.haha.

guess im skipping tomolo.not worth going tml.but i will need to come tml to pay for notes.forget to bring again.didnt noe notes will come so quickly.

the past few days have been ok i guess.but getting busier le.study and study.play and play.lols.gotta control the itch.

2005-09-12T14:18:00.000-07:00

now in school.deciding whether to skip maths tutorial anot.well im feeling very very tired.just look at my purple pjc uniform.lols.

well.sch life has taken a dip for the worse.dont feel like attending lessons anymore.maybe everyday shall be consultation week.then i will hafta stay at home and study! prefer things that way u noe.now that the class..oh well, betta dun talk bout it to much.ppl might be looking at this.

ytd was a way better day.at least i had balance ytd.studied GP,econs and abit of geog.and went to church.hubert sorta experiment with mong's vos hair spray on me.i looked kinda weird.meliss was laughing constantly on e bus trip.haha.well there is still some traces of the VOS spray on my hair as i speak.

also, on the way home i realised sth.on sunday afternoons, all public transport(excluding the taxi.will tell u later why) contains a certain type of stench.and u noe wad that is?uh-huh.aint dog poo, tho its close.its the INDIANS.no offence to them.seriously, i love indian culture and food.but the indian men..really get on my nerves.they seem to be going somewhere..therefore using so much of the public transport.the bus and train were pack full of indian men.omg.then their body smell mix with the sweat and all from the construction sites..really ah..tats e bomb.almost fainted.oh yeah, u noe why e stench wont exist on taxis? cuz indian men are too poor to take a cab.

anyway, i think im going for maths tutorial anyway.haha.guess i chickened out.but seriously, up till this pt, my mind is still unsure.dun wanna face them u see.i dunno whether to feel sad anot.

probably the last few entries.will try to blog possible.exams coming ma.
ciaox.

2005-08-22T22:47:00.000-07:00

todae was a gd one.so decided to blog.

sch was ok.as usual.i narrowly failed my maths.been mugging for every subject cept fot maths.haha.its time to do sth about it.

after sch, went out with e guys (except clement) and pei ling.went bowling first, whr i broke my PB and reahced 151.surprise surprise.after tt went to town to buy sth for eileen.her bdae in 2 days time.helmi was so enthu abt it..dunno why le..hmm..reached home quite late liaos.

later study econs lo.lets all jia you.haha.

2005-08-17T23:15:00.000-07:00

quite late liaos.studying econs.tml gonna go study with shu hua.

watched wedding crashers.damn funny.watched with chee loong..talked alot while waiting for e movie..abt life,gals..lotsa stuff.

sch todae was ok.missed maths lesson.cuz i was late.didnt want to take bus.

gtg.ciaox.

2005-08-14T22:48:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Refuge-Cross.

well, todae was a happy day! so blog lo.

it didnt start that well tho.was v late for bbq.missed e games.but still had fun in bbq.i finally talked to more ppl in the different cg.knew more ppl.a good thing definitely.the food was aight.i got to play volleyball!my fav sport now.

guess tt was wad happen todae.nth much.i chiong abit of GP.but forget to do chinese.sianx.

tml's sch again.a mugger now.no choice.ciaox.see u all tml in sch.

2005-08-10T23:20:00.000-07:00

guess i betta blog once in awhile.

todae went to sentosa find them..haha stupid me..went in e afternoon..they ciaox liaos..saw them on bus..so coincedental..haha..went to bugis to play.was bored.

the guy finally fixed e com.thats why im blogging here.but it took so long.was feeling frustrated..why i have to stay at home and look after the darn thing.i didnt even say or do much when the person came.dots.anyway, i chiong GP.tml gonna chiong again.sianx.

after looking thru, its gd in a way. i feel happy for her.i still feel that things shld remain this way.it shld nt go any further.guess thats whats meant to be..tml must start chiong work.all my study schedule affected by GP portfolio.sianx.

also, i decided liaos..nt to blog too much..why blog sad stuff online only to let more ppl noe what happen to me and then mocked at me.hais.

its getting late.sleep is impt.ciaox.

2005-08-04T04:25:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Planet Shakers-Running after you.

well..todae was definitely better than last thursday..

i got back my discman todae.so that definitely was a great boost to my day.lessons todae was as usual quite a bore.was worsened when onli me, ny and helmi came.ny was damn pissed tho, cuz Tim nvr jio him.haha.todae weather also quite sucky.wanted to sleep.had geog test todae.after all that copying of notes..hais.i did e "wrong question".. cuz e 1 i did was tougher.chinese was boring..but i kinda made fun of sarah lo..haha..she scolded me..haha..sobs..no la..just playing ard..then GP and econs was ok lo..but econs i l;earnt alot better..muz start studying..wont see me blog that often liaos..

i missed my stop.in the end i went to PS.went to eat Twister frens..ITS BACK.haha.i loved it alot lo..

after all this few days, i realised sth.if its not meant to be urs, dun force it.i wld rather we be frens then for things to become like that..i dunno is it just me or u realli ignoring me..really feel quite sad lo..i rather things go back to the past, whr u like to tease me so much..besides, u so big shot in sch le..i dun dare to ask u out also..haha..but if my dream were realli to come true..hais..why is this so hurtful.. im also quite dumb..as if u will ever read this..

also, life in PJC suddenly become so tough for me..i went to some1's blog " and to all my sec sch frens.. thx for being there for me..blahs blahs blahs.." i realised w/o at least some sec sch frens with u in e same sch can really be so hard..imagine NHSS..70 plus ppl there..almost every day u will get to see some familiar faces..for me..only 1... hais..saddening right..no 1 to be there for u when walking home..hais..at least in sec sch it wasnt that bad..hais..

tomolo shall be a better day.not.

2005-07-29T22:52:00.000-07:00

im so confused now.i dont know whether i shld step out on faith and start talking to her more or i wld just shut myself up and dont say a word.but seriously, im nt used to this type of silence.

todae was still ok.as usual i was tired.i tried sth different todae.i try nt to wear my specs too much.why? 1. i wanted to try walking ard w/0 them and see how it feels. 2.its a way of running away, cuz i dun want to see her.im afraid.im confused.but eventually, i still have to use my specs anyways.todaes maths test was tough.but it was partly tough due to e fact tt i nvr study.was damn messed up ytd.so i didnt really study.oh wells.during the assembly we had some scholar website talk followed by principal talking, halfway thru he got pissed due to our short attention span, furthermore demanding an apology frm us.wow.nvm tt.ms lee talked to we 4 regarding thursday issue.hais.then kenny and helmi came too.talked abit lo.after tt went with helmi to kopitiam.ha.the weather todae=havoc.was hot like crazy.GP was ok lo.nt too bad.walked with shuping to e bus stop.then went home.haha.thats bout it.my boring friday.

im now pondering la..she's online.shld i talk to her? shld i crap my way and pretend to talk to her abt serious stuff.everytime i talked to her, the topic will most probably be regarding sch and sch stuff.i still dont dare to talk to her abt personal stuff.worried that she might noe was is goin on inside my mind.im such a fool.

quote from my friend: if there is a wish i wanna bless u now, i will bless you with the gift to see yourself the way i see u, so that u will noe how beautiful and wonderful you are.

see ya guys tml.

2005-07-28T07:40:00.000-07:00

hais.todae is 1 of e saddest and baddest day in PJC.dunno why.todae just feel sad lo.starting of e day.onli 5 of us turned up helmi and kenny nvr come todae.so the mood abit toned down la.we pon maths.haha.but we were kinda screwed cuz Mr Wong realised we nvr turned up.so we cooked up 1 helluva of a story.eugene was sick la.vomit.i was with him.clement look after e bags.tim went to get food.haha.and he believed us.i dun think i will pon anymore.haha.after tt during geog, there was grp work.was with yvonne,hazel and him.haha.yvonne todae abit weird weird.cranky and serious.up and down.suddenly, she told me sth that i fear hearing.u like her right?.. omg.have i made things so obvious? i dunno whether im being sensitive or not..but i felt that she kinda ignored me todae.we talk v little lo..also, during e 1 hr break, we ate.then we saw bpps e ppl having sports day.seeing those cutesy kids running, was kinda funny.i cant rmb doing sports day in pri sch.haha.those days.we even bet on who is gonna win.just by whether they wear sports shoes.makes them look more pro..haha.chinese was a bore as usual.hate her more and more.dunno why.the biasness towards e sci class is pretty obvious.we voiced out our feelings to Ms Lee after GP.lols.every1 was so heated up todae.esp rah, ade and tifa.haha.i was also quite sad and angry lo.furthermore, e incident was enuff to make me feel sad for e enitre week.after sch, went with tim and gene to mac.after tt, i went home.hais.hoepfully tml will be a better day.

The worse part of life is to be hurt without being loved in the first place.~myself.

will u ever noe,ever understand.
i can only look at u from far.
you and him.
my world suddenly felt so bland.
feeling of nothingness.
without u beside me.

2005-07-23T08:13:00.000-07:00

just came back from town.went to watch movie.crying out love in the centre of the world.ALONE.weird rite.all gave excuses.to those who werent free.i dun blame u.but tho those who simply said no..im so disappointed.anyways.the movie was damn sweet and sad lo..the movie is abt this guy goin back to his hometown whr he thot of his first stead.the way they express their feelings damn nice.thru cassettes.haha.cuz no HP or email at those times ma..the guy also very dedicated in e relationship.but sadly..the gal has some disease la..the gal eventually dies.there is kinda a bit of a twist in e movie.muz watch then u noe..lols.i wanted to ask her out..but i didnt dared to.i thot she might misinterpret it.

its time to tie up some loose ends.

ask urself this question:when u die, does love die too?

2005-07-17T07:28:00.000-07:00

today.chiong work.quite sianx..have to stay at home.bored.

watching movie on tuesday! finally.. crying out love in the centre of the world..

maybe i shld ask gals to watch with me some other day..then bring tissue paper!haha.

its school tomolo again.monday blues.

2005-07-16T06:46:00.000-07:00

todae.a tiring day.went for HT's bdae "celebration".catherine,her neighbour,catherine's fren, wang zhi and han wah were there.han wah and her neighbour were late.went to taka and wisma and window shop.btw, i bought plushie for HT.dun really have an idea wad to buy for her.im nt even close to her la..after the 2 of them came, we walked arnd taka and went to Tiong (the place where i started my day) and ate.bite on my lips.the worse part was that it was the same part whr the ulcer was.screw.after tt after walking ard,they went home.han wah went home.i was with wang zhi.went to bugis to check out bags.walked arnd.then i went to arcade play.haha.was bored.then went home lo.

if u dun like me,pls tell it straight in my face.dun bring agony and pain to me indirectly thru all ur small actions.i know it so clearly.

and u noe wad? im dun care.i cant do anything bout it anyway.

2005-07-14T08:49:00.000-07:00

haha.depression sets in.i did badly for tests.so what if it was happy? i still sux.12/50 for GP. Econs MCQ got 15/25. Maths lost to him.Sianx.59%.sux la.todae was damn tiring.woke up early to study geog.end up sleeping more tho..haha..sch was tiring (cuz its a thursday). the guys treat me to a small treat..cuz i got lowest among the guys for GP.haha.left for lot1 to meet WY.passed him his diary.then talked for awhile.took bus home.talked with him thru e journey.overslept on bus.lols.then saw this Outram gal on e way home..lives same blk some more..lols..she kinda cute..haha..but looks nerdy...

muz start buck up liaox..Promos nt faraway.

And jas, pls go hor! dun last minute back out.thx.

2005-07-05T07:20:00.000-07:00

haix..

had a long day..last few to did oral..me and liyi and jiaxin were talking abt jokes all the time..lolx..

still doin my chinese..which sux totally

havent study my econs. but im confident..

any1 want iPods? cheap cheap..

come find me.

ciaox.

2005-07-03T08:01:00.000-07:00

happy pre-youth day!

stuck at home.what else? went to library though."studied" for abt 2 hours.saw may aun there.surprised surprised.talk abit too.

dunno whether want to go find her tomolo le..but she gort steadd alreadyy..haix..wad to do?

frosty brown looks so cool.

2005-06-27T07:25:00.000-07:00

sch re-open.tried new route.almost late.thx to the HCI,NYGH,RV,SMSS people.thankfully i made it just in time.gonna go sch abit earlier nxt time.the time table didnt change AT ALL! except for the fact that we go home later by 30 mins for todae.sch was as FUN as usual.maths was enlightening.new teacher too.for ONCE i understand.

Miss Lee aint coming tomolo again.Woot.Gonna slack tomolo.

PE tomolo.Haix.Have to run yet again.

hey gal, all i want to tell u is to be strong.have faith in youself.your determination and will to live muz be up there.we will always be there for u.so dont u give up on yourself when the whole world have not.Livestrong.Lets finish this race together.Dun let me down k? Rmb to treat me for ice-cream on 20th!

2005-06-26T07:32:00.000-07:00

back again.after dunno how long. gonna link more people.dont have much time.otherwise dad will kill me.haix.sch re-opens officially tomolo.have fun peeps.chinese teacher gonna kill us.need panadols for maths lesson tomolo.time table changes again. miss lee is gonna take us for human geog.haix.how many times must we see her per day?haha.her bdae is like 2 weeks away.still dunno what to buy.muz consult him.

life will take a whole new meaning starting from tomolo.

Starting afresh?

Well i told myself countless times already.but will i make it count this time.

the countdown to australia starts tomolo.am i ready for the race?

watch this space.ciaox.

2005-04-16T22:37:00.000-07:00

life-opener..

well the day started at 6 plus..where those ppl goin for night jaunt gathered at e concourse..ard 100 plus ppl went..i met some of shuping and hazel's frens..agnes,may aun,peiling.quite nice ppl..took bus A..every1 was making noise at e start la..enthu mah..after tt,we went to night safari..i followed darius and their grp of frens,which included yina..toured ard e place and took quite a fair bit of pics..we almost didnt make it for the 9pm "creatures of the night" show..but after some begging with the ppl there..we were allowed to enter la..the show was quite cool..also carries certain message like conserving environment etc..left at 950..went to east coast lagoon to have dinner..where i ate fishball mee..ate with darius they all..after dinner,we walked ard east coast park..quite cooling e weather..after tt,we went to changi village..where it realli took my breath away..tt area was frequent my transvestites..we circled ard tt place quite a fair bit,ard 3 times..saw lotsa transvestites..they look damn chio la..beyond any1's wet dreams..haha..those guy sure noe how to put on make-up la..saw alot..they said 1 even flash her boobs at them..haha.too bad i nvr see..after tt we had an opportunity to go down and explore..saw quite alot of them talking to ppl la..there was once where we walked damn near 1 of em and "she" was talking to some horny ppl..then the voice really freaked me out la..cant believe it..we left e place ard 2..went to e old changi hospital..we took quite a while before finding the place..cuz we couldnt realli see the staircase leading to the place..we walked up e staircase la..where then Mr.Ng talked to us regarding the tales of e hospital..we were supposed to hold each other's hands..i hold onto may aun..she quite cute le..but abit violent..haha..after tt we went to Red Hse..another sppoky place,this time in Pasir Ris..we had to walk quite a fair bit to find tt place..we looked at e place frm e outside..quite spooky also..we left after ard 15 mins..then we go to Geylang to see how the night life is like there and also the food..i slept abit on e way..may aun,who was sitting beside me..slept also..her head kept on turning here and there..there was a moment where she lie on my shoulder and slept..haha..we reached Geylang ard 4 plus..alot of ppl there la..kinda surprised..i brought may aun to a place where the soya bean milk is da bomb..i ordered also a Taiwanese snack..shao bing..we left e place ard 5 plus and went to Esplanade..but when we reached there..it wasnt eaxctly esplanade la..but fullerton there..also quite nice..took photos with may aun and shuping..didnt stay v long there..left at ard 6..and went to the prata shop ard NUS..where it was said to be quite legendary..i ate cheese prata and milo dinosaur there..left at 7 and reached sch by 20 mins... left sch ard 720..took bus home..i definitely slept on bus la..damn tired mahx..reached home at 830..i only slept at 920..woke up at 130 as i prepare to go for service..Bro Pierre told me to go as i shd be committed..reached there ard 3 plus..played 1 token of arcade..but play quite long..went to church with matt.reached at 410..todae service also power la..talk about prayers and worship..and CHC gonna have its worship CD..muz buy liaox..once it comes out.hahah.reached home ard 830..tiredness..ciaox..

2005-04-10T22:07:00.000-07:00

well..haven blog for quite abit..some more todae weekend..todae is my grandma bdae.happy bdae! left house at ard 4 plus with granny,mum and bro to Big Auntie's hse at Punggol..travelling took a fair bit..cuz we took train (NEL).. we were e 1st few to reached there..soon more ppl came la..have quite a feast..gd food,esp the soup and e curry..fantastic sia..ard 8 plus,we sang e bdae song and grandma cut e cake la..quite a memorable day..the cake was quite nice..filled with yam and abit of durian..bear with it lo..i hate durians..talked to alot of ppl lo..catch up i guess..left at 9.todae NKF show..as usual la..last minute catching up..drag and drag the show juz to meet e target..then everytime e amt will miraculously be at e target..dunno why..ok la..sch tomolo..ciaox for now.

2005-04-04T08:41:00.001-07:00

tomolo QP out liaox.so most prob i wont be blogging for a fair bit of time.maybe come online during weekends la.todae was quite wacky la.suddenly the word wacky came to my mind.haha.came to sch on time.nt too bad for a start.haha.had our 1st PE lesson.didnt bring PE shirt,so tim lend me his la.quite small lo.BVSS tee.did some running lo.measure ht & wt.the teacher told us NAFA is in 4 weeks time.im lyk OMG lo.sianx la.4 weeks how to train.after tt we had our break and photo taking.todae was sharmilla's bdae.clement bought a cake while latifah got her a damn big bdae card.we celebrate e bdae after every1 took e photo.eugene bdae nxt week,so we celebrated his also la.then got 2 stupid lectures.PW and Econs.sianx la.fall asleep some more.haix.teacher caught me lo.dumb of me.after tt there was a break lo.we juz chill.made fun of Alex.cuz he like a particular gal mahx.haha.make fun of him and also took some lame photos.after tt was econs and maths make-up lessons.but the time it finish it was already 5 plus.went home ard 530 with Darius.funni guy.perverted one too.haha.reached home at 630.gotta go rush work liaox.bb ppl.hab fun.ciaox.

2005-04-03T20:37:00.000-07:00

nvr blog for quite a time liaox.the weekends was quite fun la.for todae,i wanted to go for cg.but i was late la.so cant lo.instead,i went to PS 1st.played arcade for awhile lo.nth to do mahx.quite easy la.thrash ppl (as usual).after tt i went to Compass Pt at Sengkang to study maths.got test in 3 weeks time.haha.i muz be hardworking liaox.cant slack as much as last time.at e library,i did some stunts (which im not goin to reveal).it was quite cold too.then i went to ivan's hse to find my cg ppl.they finish cg liaox.quite awkward of me la.to go in when they finish cg.they then played games la.quite lame lo.pass e message,tsunami,and some book stuff lo.cant rmb wad.i tio for e tsunami game la,which is bascially an edition of blow wind blow.the punishment for ppl who got forfeit was that the others have to put toothpaste on our faces.i tio la.the feeling is oohhhh...as im typing i still can smell toothpaste lo.haha.damn hot la..matt and mong put ALOT on my face.lolx.after e game wash face lo.haha.after tt,i went home.went with matt.cuz both of us taking NEL.reached home bout 8.

Wad happen yesterday.
saturday was out CIP day la.for our class abit diff.cuz our class e least amt of students.so the guys in our class were to follow the garang guni uncles ard.reached sch at 7 plus lo.abit too early.when it was time to decide which uncle we follow,we play a simple game la.i got uncle orki.weird name.we then had to walk to e collection pt in the rain.haix.but we damn slack la.as usual.went to nearby coffee shop to makan.i juz drank teh.soon the teacher told us to go to e place la.quite short a distance.soon,the uncles we were assigned to came.uncle orki came la.typical garang guni.lolx.his car quite nice la.juz tt e air freshener abit too strong.went bout e blocks to collect e stuff.have to help out too..sianx.went to alex and kenneth there e blk.saw cheryl,pammy and yu yan too.funni la.within 2 blocks,the van was full liaox.have to go back to e place.and this routine continues la.till e point where the place where we dump all e stuff was full.and e van was full as well.have to ask kenny they all help me out.damn troublesome la.tim's van even broke down i heard.then it started raining.sianx la.make the job more tiring.thankfully,ppl from other classes help out too.the guys waited for tim and helmi to come back.then we ciaox.me,kenny,clement,tim,li yi,peiling and eileen went to bukit pnajang plaza.ate there.the rest went for bowling and pool.didnt want to cuz no $$$.sad isnt it.went home abt 4 plus.

guess thats bout it.sch tomolo.sianx again.but there is PE.lolx.ciaox.

2005-03-29T21:43:00.000-08:00

it juz got worse.todae came home at 9.shld have appealed to go jjc..maybe life will be better there..but pjc still fine lo..

not late todae..took train this time rnd..190 can nvr be trusted..haha..my CT rox lo..damn funni..todae has some tour games crap..rubbish 1 la..its actually some "amazing race" crap..we juz slack lo..nvr realli took it seriously..walk and walk lo..then have frequent breaks..had at least 2 lunch breaks and 3 water breaks.lolx.after tt have to learn some dance thing lo..e mass dance..then after tt was some mascot decorating crap..nth much also lo..Clement,the ever enthu and sporting dude, went..we decorate him very simply lo..focus alot on e boobs..funni sia..after tt was some other time for CT and clan lo..quite meaningless lo..then present the mascots lo..when CLement came out and started shootin,we jus play along and die..haha..lame la..after tt was e mass and fun dance..we decided to be enthu siao lo..a huge gang from e 2 arts class join in lo..dance and make fun of e song..lame sia..human chain and all..fun lo..then got debrief..after tt was the encore thing lo.dance again,this time rnd i leave lo..sianx ah..go home..went home with Madeline,Felicia and Ho Shing..

tomolo mass lecture liaox..back to the books..be serious liaox..the journey to a lvls starts tomolo..ciaox

2005-03-28T20:07:00.000-08:00

juz got back frm PJC..v tired..think im gonna crash and burn soon..

todae late again..sianx..dunno why le..maybe i will take e train nxt tim rnd..late muz scan e ez-link card..rubbish la..think im gonna be late often..die liaox..im in 05A07..in the clan of Sparta..e onli arts class in e clan..my class are made up of Sharmilla,Latiffah,Eileen,Yvonne,Pei Ling,Florence and some other gals lo..then e guys were Eugene,Tim,Kenny (my pri sch fren),Jensen and Halif..think so la..still cant get their names rite..the host for the orientation were lame..they probably are the lamest and coldest ppl ard..got some clan intro shit..some quite funni la..then after tt got self-intro of the ppl lo..i still can rmb my OGLs names..they realli cocked-up lo..full of crap..too enthu i guess..haix..i was like tired by afternoon..played alot of games lo..cant rmb much..cept for e water bomb 1..juz throw and throw and throw..also got 1 game i cheat..our cup spoil i go canteen take cup..they then suspicious lo..i admit la..haha..nth much..i also rmb tt we played sth of captain ball lo..cept tt it was 3 teams and e format abit diff..by 5 plus..i was pretty lethargic liaox..they still asked us to dance e fun and mass dance..so lame and boliao..i took MRT home lo..tomolo have to wake up early liaox..otherwise late again die..

2005-03-26T22:50:00.000-08:00

wow..todae e serivce realli huge impact lo..i 1st went out at ard 12 to meet kai yiing at kallang at 1230..she was late..so waited for her lo..her bf also came..took 11 there..the queue there was unbelievable..the bridge was packed with ppl..some more they were all in front..haha..they let in the ppl a batch at a time..haix..some more todae rain..went in ard 2 plus..our cg members bought alot of new frens..the drama production was funni..change e lyrics for numb encore and tuo diao..funni sia..the after tt pastor preached e word and also reached out to those new ppl..can tell kai yiing dun want go 1..mei ping and bro pierre were persuading her to give herself a chance and allow Jesus Christ to be her saviour..she go down lo..but she told me is reluctant one lo..also alot of testimonies..cuz healing session..haha..after e service kai yiing left with her bf to buy preent for Cheryl..i went fellowshiping..first i bought another wristband..haha..quite cool lo..it says history maker..haha..went to suntec to eat..ate teppanyaki..quite nice lo..went home ard 9 plus..tomolo stuck at home..haha..mon will be a long day..ciaox

2005-03-24T20:20:00.000-08:00

have to wake up damn early todae..taking bus..i left home at 620..took 14 to orchard bout 630..when i alight..i saw 190..omg..i rush to e bus stop lo..too late liaox.. then i saw 171..thot could bring me there..then stupid me took lo..one hell of a journey..i knew i was not gonna make it liaox..cuz it went e wrong way..i then alight and took e lrt to teck whye..shld have alight at phoenix..nearer mahx..then walk like siao then reach pjc..thankfully..e guy there didnt scan my card or reprimand me..juz ask me why late then told me go hall lo..the department talk continued..sianx...the pe department and pccg crap la..took forever..then had break..after break come back for more talk..sianx..then play some crap games lo..wad animal game and some squirrel and tree shit..at least i noe more ppl todae..like jia quan and ivan and wei song and some gals..felicia and a few more la..then got break again..after tt was some dance crap lo..the mass dance and fun dance..both quite lame..kept on ask usx stand up sit down stand up sit down..stupid..till my knees kinda hurt abit..todae also cheryl bdae..happi bdae to her..kai yiing ask me whether want buy present with her and wei yew..but wei yew dun want cuz he already gave card to her..nice rite..left sch at ard 4 plus..took 190..then this fren of jessica sat beside me lo..he was full of crap..dun seem to be like a crappy person..but he a *****.. guai lan to e core..went to ps for awhile then took 139 home..tomolo long weekend sia..cool..sat easter liaox..cool..ciaox..

2005-03-23T21:31:00.000-08:00

haha..PJC is indeed far..took bout 45 mins le..if im nt wrong..reached there juz on time..cuz dad fetch mahx..PJC looks quite brand new lo..not bad..i saw quite a few familiar faces..cheryl,jessica,lee chiu,pammy and kai yiing..the morning was crappy..filled with so many department talks..almost bore me to death..haha..PJC's principla was Mr Kwek..he quite funni at times la..but he is very serious lo..got the look la..at ard 11 plus,we were given e freedom to roam ard and to make our choices for subject combi..i went to the canteen to try out their food..nt bad la..but looks like e chicken rice is a fav there..i then look for kai yiing..cuz she didnt even get any course for her to choose..sad..i hand in e form at ard 12 plus..then i went to e bkshop to buy e collar pin..quite nice looking le..but cost me 3 bucks..i then went off with kai yiing lo..i forgot to mention tt i saw chia yeo too..looks like i and him are e onli queenstownians there..sobz..but good la..off to a fresh start..i took 190 to far east..and bought bao and khei gifts..their bdae..i reached qtss juz on time to pass it to em..forgot it was also kiti bdae..maybe tomolo ba..i then left off quickly and went strt home..tomolo till 4 plus..sianx..this sat easter liaox..yay..it was that day where Jesus rose from e dead..ciaox..

2005-03-22T21:39:00.000-08:00

i got posted to PJ..haix..though not wad i realli wanted..but i guess thats realli it..dun intend to appeal..cuz i noe i wont probably have a chance to enter e other places..but my grandma wanted me to try..todae realli didnt do much..so i will keep this entry short lo..i juz went out to do my specs..haha..i cant realli go out..sianx..cuz i still not feeling THAT well mahx..haix..tomolo hab to report at 730am..sianx..shall be realli tired lo..so i guess im sleeping early..gd nitex..ciaox..

2005-03-21T21:49:00.000-08:00

now feeling damn giddy and tired..cuz me havin fever..nonetheless..im gonna blog still..last day at MI turned out to be one e most crappy but then happier ones..i turned up in my cca shirt..Mr Ivan Lim (no relations to 4B ivan) caught me in e shirt lo..Regina,frm my OG also e same..but she got change..then there was this teacher damn kao bei..none of her bizness but she kept on reprimanding me..Mr Lim told me to go home..but u think i will? so early go home mehx? so i pretended to leave..but at e moment of leaving,i ran back to sch..GP was combined..and guess wad,Kia Ying was also in e class..she still e same..so soft-spoken..guess tts wad i like bout her..haha.GP was interesting..cuz e kao bei teacher was teaching..she is damn observant..notice e lil expressions and movements..teach sth bout social probs..went to library..then me and wee kok left bout 10 plus..poor pammy alone sia..i had to go to watch movie-Spongebob Squarepants.. met them at Great World Mc at bout 12..we couldnt watch e 1230 1..so had to watch 230..went to TimeZone..played arcade for awhile..but i felt i wasted too much money..haha..austen also came for awhile..he then left soon..i bought hotdog and coke to eat at e movies..spongebob ok lo..but its quite lame sometimes..we stayed on to look at e credits cuz 1stly,im tired and han wah wanted to see whether there was avril lavigne song..in e end dun hab la..after e movie,my head was spinning and i felt damn cold..so we went outside to lie down..after tt i went home lo..sick mahx..sianx..tomolo posting results out..not a wee bit worried..haha..gtg now..ciaox..

2005-03-20T22:33:00.000-08:00

todae supposed to go for e early service..but nvr go due to 3 reasons.1st.too tired. 2nd.not able to make it in time. 3rd.shu hua nvr go wif me..so i watched it over e net..not bad la..the sermon was bout the 7 great works of the cross..ard 12 plus i went for cg..took NEL to Kovan..met up with Shu Hua and Choon Guan..cg started bout 215..played "musical letters",diff form of musical chairs..some of e forfeit were pretty disgusting..like armpit hair and leg hair..yuck..then it was time for prayer..todae the word of God was quite powerful..about healing eventually..3 things we need to take note..believe,focus,and imagine the image of the cross..then BRother Pierre started to bless ppl in e name of God..damn powerful..i was of of em..cuz i wanted to bring revival to everywhere i go..haha..after e service,a bunch of ppl went to SRJC to play bball..i play bball for awhile onli..then juz sit and slack..left off at 6.. went to talk to Grace for awhile..about me being alone in cg lo..i abit lonely lo..haha..talking to her made me feel betta..i then went to Chinatown to buy Mayday CD..finally got it liaox..dad fetched me home..saw mum on e way home..

tomolo got sch..sianx..take photos lo..bb..ciaox..

2005-03-19T23:45:00.000-08:00

me had no time to blog ytd..so im blogging early in e morning..ytd was sorta mini crisis..thankfully,we handled it well.haha..i thot i was gonna be late..but then 14 turned out to be a faster option..i started work immediately.cooked e "golden chicken cutlet" and "kala chicken cutlet" i learned how to fry them pretty quickly..as time passed by,i cooked more stuff like mushrooms and potatoes..pretty tiring..cuz there were MORE ppl coming than ytd..haha..i onli took a break at 3 plus..i also saw quite a few ppl i noe..lyk Miss Han and Mr Lee from QTSS..together..haha..they look like an unlikely couple..haha..i ate laksa for lunch..much betta than the previous one i ate..back to work..more and more ppl came..and we were pretty understaff..about 6 plus..there were a mini crisis..out of e 4 fryers,onli 1 can work..e others needed a change of oil,and most of em were too busy for tt..thankfully,dad came and helped out..his help were surely needed..haha..the crisis was averted and we were able to produce the goods..haha..i had dinner at 8 plus..tired and hungry,i queued up for a steamed mixed rice with egg and salted fish..haha..sounds as if im a coolie from last time..after tt i went back and started clearing up as the stall had closed already.clearing up was tough..carry this,wash this,clean up this..tiring..we onli finished at 1030.when me and dad reached home,it was already 11..tired..

and 1 thing i like to point out..i told so many ppl to come for e food fair and guess wad? none came..why muz u all do this to me..i turned up for ur events le..everytime find time go sch find u all..then u all do this to me..im so pissed le..everytime find excuses say not free,no time this and that..im so sick and tired of listening to all that liaox..gimme a break la..juz help me out once la..i go to work for tis past few days hoping u all will juz come and sae hi or sth liddat..so pls..help me out..thx..

ciaox.

Pt 2.
wad REALLY happened for todae..

todae was pretty much my last dae working at Suntec City.i was almost late..but thankfully,i reached there juz on time..there were more ppl helping out todae..definitely a big plus..todae there was realli a huge crowd.. there was a chaotic situation early on when lotsa utensils were missing..thankfully the guy who took it gave it back in time..the dishes came out quite quickly and on time..but tt was till afternoon..at ard 2 plus,suddenly a huge influx of ppl came..and this was compunded by 1 of e fryers having to change oil damn quickly..haix..so lotsa customers have to wait..then there was this prob with the chicken wing..some of e wings were not cooked..i didnt noe..so when presented to customer.. u noe e result la..customer not pls lo..6 mins then enuff.took so long time..i took a break at 3 plus and i saw Wei Yew..came and find me sia.. so nice of him..walked ard and talk lo..then i saw some1 else..catherine and 2 of her frens..surprise sia..then i call her.. she looked abit shocked..and also upset to see me..dunno whether she avoiding me mahx? i ate laksa (again,cuz it e fastest..) then went back to work..wy left..was abit slack liaox lo..then e situation turned for e worst,then better..suddenly there was a huge lack ok cutlet..then me and 1 Msian worker,19 yrs onli,started on e cutlet lo..worked and worked lyk mad..the crisis was then cleared..soon dad came and i wa relieved of my work..wanted to go home at 6 plus..butden me went to arcade and used $2..haha..tomolo goin out early..for service mahx..ciaox..

pained hands,tired legs

2005-03-17T23:16:00.000-08:00

Mission:go to Suntec City Convention Ctr by 1030am,start work at hall 402 ard 11,and be a total slave till 10pm..Well well..i did tt..thanks to God's grace..i woke up at 7 todae so i can use com for a lil bit before goin to work..left home at 945 and thankfully,reached there by 1025..Nt bad..i didnt do much when i reached there..but at ard 11 plus,where the crowds started coming..tts where all e fun (or hard work) begin..

1st task:Go to Carrefour and get vegetable board and chopping knife.Wad i didnt expect was the distance..Walked so far..

2nd task:Go back to Carrefour and get 2 15A plugs.The prob was tt there was no 15A avaliable..so i got a 13A lo..

3rd task:Go BACK to Carrefour and get a tong..well..quite tough to find la..but after tt was smooth sailing..

when i went back,i got straight to action..Fry chicken cutlet,mushrooms,potatoes and lotsa stuff.Btw,the stall im working at is called temPura, at E36,so if u all goin there pls come to tt stall and get some stuff la..it was all e way frying frying,cleaning cleaning..tt i had no idea of e time..i onli took lunch at 3..At ard 4 i went to Carrefour (again) to get 6 rolls of toilet paper..tt took me quite abit..cuz i went to e 1st lvl instead of e 2nd..so tt took me some time la..then i realised a shorter way back to the ctr and tt was thru B1..at 5 plus,i was told to get a mesh i think..but i got e wrong 1..sianx..after i went back,it was straight to work..the crowd nvr stopped..dbl work all e time..i onli had dinner at 8 plus..i rmb eating laksa..after tt went back to work lo..about 30 mins later,dad treat me to roasted pig rice..nice sia..i sat with 2 gals..1 of em quite cute lo..pretty also..the bonus was tt their parents (i think) were working somewhere near my stall..i wanted to get their phone no.but i dun dare la.haha..the ppl started to dwindle..cuz e fair closes at 10..we packed and cleaned up at ard 9 plus..the cleaning was tough lo..me and dad left off at 10 plus..my legs were sore and my fingers bulge..pain sia..tomolo goin to continue..haha..juz cuz of e gals..haha..lame rite..those who are reading this,pls come to Suntec City lvl 4.E36..ciaox.

2005-03-16T21:48:00.000-08:00

wahz..todae can say my happiest day for dis yr to date..cuz quite a few things happen todae..Firstly,it was my bro's bdae..happy bdae to him la..ate some bdae noodles..lolx..thought nt my bdae..funni sia..after tt,i and him worked on his comp studies project..kinda tough..considering i had html knolwedge..ard 11 plus,i went to one of my aunt's hse for lunch..she a vegetarian chef la..in sch canteen tt is..the food whipped up was ok la..esp e soup..my mom and some other aunts then talk and talk till 3plus..i was too tired..so went to sleep lo..after tt me mum and bro went to Compass Pt,cuz mom was hoping tt there hab Newcastle jersey..but i knew it was a trip in vain la..cuz sure dun hab..true enuff..there wasnt..thus,we went to Suntec City,where my dad was working there for e food and beverage fair tomolo..we went there for steamboat buffett..on e way there,i saw quite a few fwens..Saw Doreen working at CityLink Mall,then saw Catherine at Suntec it self..she looked so pretty..loved her to bits..haha..we said hi to each other lo..she will always be so cute in my eyes..special position in my heart..haha..we then had e buffett lo...The place was called Joaquim,located at lvl 1 of e convention ctr..the food was nicee..esp e Chicken stock and e fish..fresh sia..after tt,we went to Queensway Shopping Ctr..cuz i wanted my NEwcastle jersey so badly..i got it in e end..Yipee..lolx..but at a price la..75 bucks..wad was weird was tt when i went there a few days ago,the dude say it cost 59,then todae another dude say was 80..weird eh..Nevertheless,my brilliant mom got it for moi..so touched..then we went anchorpoint hoping to get some white polo tees for dad as he need it tomolo..but it was already 9 plus..shop close liaox..so went home lo..

Me tomolo working sia..for dad..at e fair..so exciting..goin to see so many ppl..maybe chio bu..hahax..hoping..maybe they will come?hahax..wishful tinking..ciaox..

2005-03-13T20:20:00.000-08:00

By God's grace,i was able to go for e service todae..

juz tt..i woke up at 830am when they told me to be there by 830..OMG..i went for quick by huge bfast at AV..then went home and prepare to go to SIS.went out bout 10.15 when mong told me e service was at 11.i was like OMG..then i rushed down and took a cab..this driver pro sia..he drove 100km/hr type..maybe he noes im late?Praise the Lord tt i get such a "pro" driver..hahax..reached there bout 1040..not alot of our CG ppl came..the service was also not as packed as ytd one la..but equally powerful sermon from Rev Kong..there was also a mini healing crusade goin on..Pstr Sun was actually more of a healer i guess..Cuz she lead a healing crusade in the Phillippines when she was onli 19..wow..there were also quite a few testimonies like ytd..after e service ard 130..some of the CG ppl went Marina Square..i took a bus and walk there with Don,Jeremy,Cherylyn,Darren and Lynn..e bus ride kinda took forever as there were lotsa ppl goin to Suntec for diff events..we reached there bout 3 plus..ate grilled chicken set..Sth like e one in PS,but the flavour was not tt strong..left bout 3.45 with Da Wen..took 961 home..but on e way,i decided to hab a look at the price of e jersey..it was bout 59..wow..now im not so sure bout buying it..hahax...ciaox..

2005-03-12T21:23:00.000-08:00

juz heard from Dad i can onli collect my com on Tuesday..sobx..some more tomolo whether i can go 4 service still hangs in the balance..btw lili i link ya liaox..dunch worri..

todae went for healing crusade..the presence of God was damn powerful..can feel it even im sitting quite far from it..Rev Benny Hinn was preaching the Word of God.Todae abit diff..Mostly up tempo songs at e start..Then diff pastors and reverends took over and sang..One reverend was quite soulful in e singing lo..After tt he took over..Sing and sing for quite awhile la..Abit emotional at e start..he then started e preaching lo..powerful message..about e diff between e power of God and presence of God..Now i learnt sth new..haha..After tt,we begin to sing some more songs,as to invite Him down for e healing crusade..tt was when to presence was realli there..ppl started to cry out loud and emotions juz started pouring out i guess..then he started blessing ppl..can see lotsa ppl were healed/blessed.. cuz lotsa ppl came out..one memorable 1 was this old guy who came into e service in stretcher..then after tt he juz literally walk!unbelievable..this is wad e power of God is..Hallelujah!bless us..let Singapore experience a revival..after tt i went home lo..

todae realli a good day lo..hope it will be as well tomolo..

2005-03-09T20:24:00.000-08:00

well..todae quite unlucky lo..Com crashed (again) and i not feeling well..

todae went to MI till 9 plus..Cuz me goin out with Chee Loong,Hanwah and Gary..Econs interesting as usual..Some more learn sth new..Elasticity..Went out of sch with Wee Yong,Tom and Dominic.Saw Jessica at e bus stop.Went home and had lunch.Gary was late lo..Went to play arcade 1st.Saw these 2 gals playing drums and guitar game..One of em quite chio lo..Too bad i nvr get no.Haha..Went to buy tix..Then went back arcade lo..Spent pretty much on arcade..Haha..Bought Mc and smuggle inside e cinema..Hitch damn funni sia..Will Smith realli charm e gals lo..Kevin James also quite funni..Esp e dancing part and e kissing part..After tt we went to opp the kopitiam..They had their meal la..We then juz sit down there and talk and talk..From ppl in our sec sch to Constantine to "eating oil"..Haha..After tt me went home and they went to play LAN.i was so tired i slept on e bus..

Now feeling abit groggy..Dun realli feel like goin to school tomolo..Now suffering from flu..Sianx..Com cant use internet again..Me now using laptop..Ciaox.

2005-03-07T20:27:00.000-08:00

juz came back from China Sqaure..But thats another story all together..

thot there was sch todae..But due to JAE being extended,there wasnt.I was kinda dumb lo..Waking up at 530..While i was goin to take 970 to MI,i saw ShiHui.She said there wasnt sch.Doubting her at 1st,till she said her HT told her fren who told her fren who then told her.Then i realised how dumb i was.Thus,having nth to do,i crash SAJC with ShiHui.Siang Yee was basically the tour guide la.Reached there bout 715.Met up with Geng Tat,Jing Yi and their fren Joel,who i muz sae is abit gay.When it was time for assembly (the bell for it sounds like sth out of a cartoon),me and shihui had to hide in toilets so as to avoid me caught.The funni thing was that i was not alone.There were plenty of ppl inside the boi's toilet.After assembly,we 3 went to the canteen.They had b'fast (paper prata,which was so-so).After that we went to the library as they needed to do their JAE stuff.I juz browsed the Net.After tt,we watched My Girl, a Thai movie.Damn funni la..halfway thru..i sms Lisa mummy to come to library talk..lil did i expect her to pop by tt soon..She pon her tutorial ma..juz to find me..thats sweet la..we juz talked lo..she had probs with some guys in her life..betta dun talk too much la..i juz gave her some advice..she also gave me advice on jioing girls.. lolx..after bout 30-45 mins,i left and find the 2 of em..Had lunch la..The food there nice sia..Almost every stall food can thrash MI.haha.had mixed rice with a chicken burger..Weird thing was that the drink cost 45c..wads with the 5 cent..after tt went to Bishop Wilson Student Centre to slack.Tt place realli meant for slacking.Loud music blaring over speakers,bean bags,sofas,games..Realli can enjoy there..Saw YaYun,my pri sch fwen/classmate.at 1245,i left sch and went to AnchorPoint to buy wristbands for WY.then me went home..

Talking bout the China Square thingy..i juz went to China Square to buy RotiBoy,tt oh so famous bakery.That place quite ulu lo..Thot it was China Square Mall..but they were 2 diff things..wandered and wandered ard lo..was about to give up..till i turned to my right and there it was.."CHINA SQUARE"..bought rotiboy for tomolo..poor old me..hab to scirmp and save for movie day on wed..Dunno whether to watch Ray or Hitch..Ciaox..

2005-03-05T23:12:00.000-08:00

todae nth much i guess..except that i went out for service..The com fixed liaox!! yay!! but it doesnt come cheap..Anyway,since i was goin to CHC,might as well see how long it will take for me to reach JJC.took 198 lo..the journey was damn long lo..bout 45 mins..If unlucky(in terms of waiting for bus etc) it may take 1 hr!Wow..Went to play p[e]rcussion masters for awhile..Then went for service..Todae service mainly to warm up for Benny Hinn..His healing powers..one of a kind..saw quite a few vid clips liaox,though i think its dated quite long time back lo..Service was wad we will expect then..After service got BS (for me was Getting Started)..Rushed to KFC and try Oriental Salad..Not tt nice lo..The saving grace was the chicken..Donovan taught me how to sae Grace..Haha..Me didnt want to buy the book 1st..So i share with a gal..Think from Indo..The lesson quite interesting la..After tt fellowship abit with cg ppl lo..Went off at 930..Dad fetched me from C'wealth.Bought mee home to makan..

Jasmine..If u are reading this..Im really sorry..its juz tt sometimes,i cant control my emotions well..Actually,its juz me lo..U all may see me as realli a popular guy with lotsa frens..But actually,im quite alone sometimes..So i see u all as part of my "Good friends"category..I dunno whether u all feel this way..Maybe im juz a senior who u guys befriend for awhile onli..I realli hope that we still can be good fwens even though i have left QTSS...Though i might had left QTSS,whenever u all need me,i will try my best to help u all..Even if it means forsaking certain things in my life..Right now,Im kinda like in the crossroads of my life..So i hope u all can understand wad im goin thru right now..And dun mind my "weird" behaviour..I hope tt at e same time i make new fwens at my futur school,i still can find some solace with u gals..Btw..Thx BAo and JasMine for ya testimonals..Realli appreciate it..Hopefully the "Sistas forever" thingy will realli come true lo..

After writing so much..I kinda feel abit tired liaox..Want cry abit liaox..Haha...Jkjk..But all that i mentioned in the 2nd para was what i really feel lo..Guess thats all liaox..Ciaox..

2005-03-04T22:34:00.000-08:00

todae quite fun i muz sae..Went to uncle's hse to do JAE,though it didnt help much..Slow com..Stupid system..Why make us the guinea pigs..Crappy system..Screw MOE la..Then asked aunt help me lo.Haha..Bo pian ma..Got it done and over with within awhile..Phew..Otherwise...Dun elaborate much..Went out bout 10 plus..Tom's hse nice sia..Quite quiet place in Katong..They damn slack at e start..Played xBox..NBA 2005,Crimson skies and need for speed underground..I kinda owned them in those games(cept for Crimson Skies,cuz its a shooting game..)esp Need for speed,till Tom came into the picture..Thrashed me..Haha..Went to Parkway for lunch..Ate CHickeN rice..Yummy..After tt walked around KAtong area..Liang Pei joined us..There got a very retro feel lo..Everything seemed so 70s.. Went back to Tom's place..Slack for awhile again lo..Soon, we went out to buy stuff for bbq..More and more ppl came..Selene,Andrena,Cheryl,Michelle came..Went to NTUC to buy ingredients..i went back first to take the satay..at bout 7 plus more ppl came..But Jessica,Cheryl,Michelle and Andrena had to go first..The bbq was nice sia..Entertaining..Liang Pei and Wee Yong funni sia..KEpt on wanting to dunk 1 another..Some more Wee Yong was in his blades(forgot to mention he damn good sia..)In the end,Liang Pei got dunked first before Wee Yong got DTed by LIang Pei and LaLa.Went off at bout 9 plus..Now feeling abit hot..Cuz drank abit of alcohol.. Ok then.. Ciaox..

2005-03-03T22:02:00.000-08:00

todae didnt do much.. AGAIN.. but i went out..The JAE system was laggin like mad..But.. I had e chance to do it this morning..Butden guess i wasnt mentally prepared to put down a decision.Guess i still have to think bout e choices i will make..About 12 plus,I went to find Chu Yang..He went to TP to do the HTmAe mah..Otherwise known as DAE..Met up with him at Orchard MRT..TP was filled with ppl..Firstly,went to talk to some teaching stuff bout e course..CY asked more qns la..Cuz me not tt interested..After tt went to Phoon Huat (Bugis outlet) cuz CY needed ingredients for some recipe..the bus 23 was damn cold..Furthermore,it was abit of a rainy day already..So quite cold la..CY took quite abit of time to shop for ingredients..Kinda fussy la..After tt,me went to Bugis to play abit of arcade..After tt try tempura chicken..Quite nice..Points given to sauce..Quite unique..Though i tried it somewhere..Cant rmb where..Reached home bout 6..I will try the JAE thing some other time.. Stupid system..CIaoX..Tomolo bbq with 05A5..All e best..Good weather..Pray..

2005-03-02T19:27:00.000-08:00

as 1 chapter opens,another chapter closes.This is totally fitting for todae.Dunno why i felt tt way.Its juz tt todae seems like it will be e last day of me being a Queenstownian.I noe this might sound gay/weird,but i still hab some feelings for tt crap sch.Maybe its the Stall 3 canteen food(way better than ANY stall in MI)or the teachers or friends i made over there.But then again,i will be goin to a JC most probably and i sure will noe more ppl there.Haix.My brain is all wrecked up now.

Acc mum to BMC NTUC todae.Didnt realise tt i would be late cuz i acc her there.Regret abit lo.Rushed home and changed and ate.Went to sch straight lo.Saw alot of ppl heading towards Queenstown Stadia.Found Mrs Yeong at staff room.Advise me to go poly,cuz she scared i cant cope.Well.Im given the chance to go JC,might as well take it with open hands/arms/i dunno wad.Went to find Jas and co.Called her lotsa times but she nvr pick up.Damn pissed and angry.Thot they were all ignoring me or sth liddat.At least Jac picked up the phone.Said they all went the stadia already.THAT made me more pissed.At least they could tell me where they were goin.I was in sch for at least 20 mins waiting.Loitered outside the stadium,cuz i didnt dare to go inside.After 10 mins,i buay tahan and went inside lo.Found them lo.They seem abit nonchalant when they saw me.Dunno why.Maybe they were focusing on other things?Or maybe they simply ignore me.That i will nvr noe.But i shldnt have any conclusions so quickly w/o asking them.Dun want to cause any misunderstandings.Passed em so sweets.Then i went to find CY at Borders.I lent him so $$ to buy stuff.Went to Chen Khian's hse to play PS2.Quite fun lo,considering i dun have PS/PS2/xBox.Went home abt 5 plus.

woah.

2005-03-01T13:05:00.000-08:00

well well.1 day after O's.Still cant quite fathom the results i gotten.L1R5=18, L1R4=14.Definitely betta than what i expect from myself.Butden i still think i can do better than that.At first,I was telling myself that i sure go poly liaox.Butden after some advice from uncles,aunts,relatives i nvr heard from for a long time blah blah blah, i realised that jc was a betta option.But which jc?i was thinking CJC,but aunt told me this morning to try JJ.Maybe i can get in.Im still not too sure.I hab to sae bb to CY then,cuz he's sure goin to TP.Im hoping that Dad can buy me sth for my results,but im not asking much though.Hahax.Now im at e library.Not much time for me so i guess i will not write much.Later meetin up with Chen Khian,Chun Kiat and Guang Yang at AnchorPoint.Guess i will stop here liaox.Nxt entry will most probably tell ya ppl where i have chosen.Ciaox.

2005-02-23T22:30:00.000-08:00

Decided not to go sch todae.Pretty boring ma.Took 970 to Bt.Panjang.Then took 176 to West Coast Park.Quite fun there.Tried out some of the fitness stations.But some of them muz have more than 1 person there so as to help.I was e onli one there ma.So abit not fun.Also saw some Kent Ridge ppl.Seem like Normal Tech ppl to me.First thing saw me ask whether got cigarette anot.Lol.I then went to MCafe there and order a Dbl choco frappe.Quite nice lo.But it cost me 4.20.I even got e reciept.After that me went to PS.Took 143.Wanted to play arcade ma.Damn empty.I exchanged e token.Butden e security guard stopped me cuz i was in sch pants.Shucks.Shld have brought pants too.I then went to Times and read World Soccer lo.At 12 plus i went home.Guess i was too bored to wander ard anymore.Todae entry pretty short lo.Guess im out liaox.Ciaox.

2005-02-21T21:44:00.000-08:00

sch was boring as usual.Everything seems so routine.Dun feel lyk goin to sch tomolo.skipped chinese and went to ShiHui's GP tutorial.The teacher didnt even realised got a "new" student.Lolx.Met some of Shihui's classmate.Shihui and some of her frens followed me to geog lecture.Watched finish Shall We Dance.Quite nice i muz admit.Butden,i wld prefer J.Lo on any given day than the female lead in the jap version.Maths todae onli got 1 period.Thus, i had time to go to 711 to buy TNP and slurpee.NEWCASTLE 1 CHELSEA 0.Yay.Of all teams to beat Chelsea,it was Newcastle.SO happi.Maths lecture was ok lo.Learnt graphs.After tt went home str with Chen Khian.On e way, i saw Kia Ying in front of me.Suddenly, i thot of e song i wrote on GP lecture.It was like so true.Reached home bout 2 plus.About 5 plus,Grace called me lo.She told me alot regarding the faith i shld have.There will always be obsticles in my life.The Christian walk is a rough one.He will nvr give me a easy ride.I really want to be faithful and committed to Christ.But the surroundings ard me,realli nt easy.This situation can be simply linked to this song

Breakaway-Kelly Clarkson
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreamin' of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray
Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away
[chorus]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get on board a fast train
Travel on a jetplane, far away
And break away
[chorus]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
I won't forget all the ones that I love
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me
But, gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, break away
[chorus 2]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye, gotta
Take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget of the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Breakaway
Breakaway

My own song:In front of me.

She just sat in front of me.
Cant believe this is happening in reality.
All i want to do is to talk to you.
Is that such a hard thing to do?

Chorus
In front of me.
Though i know we will never be
But im praying,
Wishing
That the image of us together
Will be in reality
And not just a dream

She is walking in front of me.
Though we will be in different directions.
Our hearts are linked.
But then again,
That is my wishful thinking

Chorus

2005-02-17T22:25:00.000-08:00

Sch ended pretty early.Cuz me skipped sch ma.Todae skipping sch exciting sia.I got 11/20 for Maths test.Pretty lousy lo.Cuz careless ma.Haix.GP was abit more interesting.Showed Monsoon Wedding,though e quality was pretty bad due to external factors.During recess, lotsa ppl want to leave ma.Think some y2 and y3 students noe bout it, then told e PE teacher.So all cant go lo.All e other options were out.So i was wandering ard e canteen.I then decided to try the bball court there e gate.Damn narrow la.So cant lo.Got 4 other ppl oso try to leave.Then,an auntie outside told us that e other main gate at e other side of e road was unlock.Immediately,i told ShiHui and her fwen.We then left lo.Hahax.Funni sia.Went to West Mall with them.They bought cards i think.Went home to bathe and eat.I then met up with CY at Le Meriden,before goin to TP.TP was nice lo.Vibrant.Exciting.Went to sch of biz and sch of it.Was there 4 bout 2 hrs.There was a play put up by e hospitality and tourism management ppl.Damn funni sia.When i was goin off,saw Kai Yiing.Haha.She was also there.Took 8 to Toa Payoh.Ate Mac then took 139 home lo.Boring la.Tomolo even worse.Thought of skipping.Ciaox

2005-02-16T21:25:00.000-08:00

Todae was late for sch sia.Me overslept on bus.Alighted at Hillview.When i reached sch,i was late liao la.But i didnt surrender myself.Juz walked up and down outside sch.When coast clear,I walked into sch w/o being caught.Haha.Juz walked behind the teacher.Econs was boring as usual, while geog teacher showed us her holidaying pics at Bali.Budget lo.But nice.Got some principal talk regarding the choice and consequences when we choose the jc/poly/i dunno wad.She was trying to sae how good MI was lo.Trying to sell her sch with her more time theory.The sch also was abit sadist.Locked the entire gates to prevent us from escaping.Lolx.Desperate measures.There has been a rumour circulating regarding the letter thingy.Seems that if u receive the letter from MOE means that ur results are probably ard 14-20.I found it abit ridiculous.Reached home ard 3 plus.Tomolo got TP open hse.Muz go.TP might be where i end up nxt time.But the CJC option still looms.Ciaox.

2005-02-15T22:10:00.000-08:00

Went to airport juz now to see Bitthiah off.Goin to Australia for further studies.Envy.First off, i met up with Wei Yew at Raffles City.Wanted to buy sth for her.Wei Yew had written a 7 page letter for her.Wow.Wonder whether that is love letter or wad.We then proceeded to Citylink Mall where we got her a teddy bear.Ex sia! he paid about 75% of it.While i goin to pay him back slowly.Went to airport then.1st time taking mrt there.The expo and airport station look so nice sia. Took some photos.Lolx.Took skytrain to terminal 1.Cool sia.Lolx.Selene and Devianna were there already.Tom and Wee Yong came lata.Wandered ard lo.Then went to talk to Bitthiah for awhile.Sooo many ppl went to bade her farewell.Esp e St Nicks ppl.Gave her e present and letter.Talked for awhile before goin off.Went Popeye's to eat.Quite ex food but nice.Went home ard 9 plus and lao yu sheng.Lolx.

Todae sch was equally boring.GP was replaced by Total Defence Day skit.SHE performed.Abit only la.But seeing her was more than enuff.Faizal was funni.Some classes performed and i muz sae,some were damn lame and boring.The hosts did a terrible job in emceeing the entire thing.After which was PE which we did some conditioning and i played floorball.Again.Still as fun.Econs was boring.Did some stupid drawing thing.SKipped chinese.Went to library lo.Did silent reading.Then meant Wei Yew and went to HCI and exchanged shoes.Funni sia.Reached home ard 3 plus.

Tinge of sadness.I realised that when one is seeing some1 off, and that some1 might nvr come back anymore, u juz feel abit sad.U nvr noe when u goin to see him/her again.It is even worse if u have things kept in ur heart tt u soo want to tell him/her, but u nvr dare to do so.In the end,she will nvr noe and that secret will be in ur heart ALWAYS.thankfully, i nvr had tt experience.I noe i will have tt soon.But i made sure that watever i want to sae, i will tell him/her before i go,so as to have no regrets.Seeing lotsa ppl waving bye to those ppl leaving and hugging each other before they leave,made me wonder the emotions of humans.HAha.Dunno wad im talkin also.I will miss Bitthiah,though up till the airport moment,she still wasnt too sure of my name.Im those sentimental type of dude.When some1 ard me leaves, i will juz feel sad lo.Thats me la.Anyway, me gtg liaox.Tomolo another boring day at sch.Ciaox.

Happi Valentine's Day

2005-02-14T09:38:00.000-08:00

To start off, i would like to point out 3 things. 1.For those couples outta there,Happi Valentine's Day.Cherish today like no other.Cuz it is a day where u realli show ur true feelings for him/her and where the guys pocket gets a big hole. 2.For those on/off couples, maybe its time to think where the relationship had gone wrong.Todae is a good time to maybe go and talk to him/her again.Try and patch things up. 3.For those singletons (im one of em) out there, fret not.Todae is a day to celebrate with ur frens, or u can be like me, totally (or i dunno wad amount u will) ignore its existence.Back to whad happened to me todae. It started off normal la.Go school,crappy lecutres/tutorials.BUT, JC didnt come todae! WoW! PRetty amazing i muz sae.Thankfully,i hang on till end of geog before goin off.The geog teacher was showing Shall We Dance (jap version).PRetty funni at times.Me and ShiHui left lo.I went strt to Causeway Point to collect the pendant.Nice lo.Also went to bought chocos (Merci). I reached sch bout 2 plus.Went to library.Saw Jas,Audrey and their male frens.Gave em some chocos, though some melted.Lolx.Wandered ard e canteen, saw Jac and Evadne and proceeded with e giving of chocs.After tt,saw Kiti.Gave chocs also.Sth to note was that for e first time Geraldine talked to me.Lolx.Was quite happi la, cuz i realli dunno wad to do to make her talk to me.Haha.I said before that during CNY is e best time for redemption.At least 2 has forgiven me (the other one being Lei Ting).Though i not sure whether they r deceiving me, but i hope for e better la.After that, i went to blk 60 for a bird's eye view, hoping to see Catherine.But no! i saw alot of other ppl la.Lolx.When i sms her, she said she went off liaox.Fast sia!I decided to visit her lo.Trip to Bukit Ho Swee quite tedious.i put e pendant in e letter box.Then sms her lo.She seem puzzled how come i got her add.BUt she was the one who gave it to me.I decided then to see her reaction.Went to e other blk.Saw her come out.Sms her a few other times la.Then i decided to do sth bold.I went to the stairs directly opposite her flat.I smsed her.I then went down.Juz as i went down,I heard her open the door.Whew.Close.I then left lo.Ard 5 plus,she sms me saying she like it.i love you.nth else can deny the fact.I went home ard 4 plus.Haven write script.No ideas.Wrote abit onli.Hopefully she nvr come/forgot.Before ending off, i would lyk to made a statement.That EVERYDAY shld be Valentine every day.Shower her all the love u can afford.Need not spend any money, lil things to made her smile,rmb every single detail about her, then worked on it. HEre is a quote i heard over P10. Love is the triumph of imagination over intelligence.Go figure.Cal outx.

2005-02-13T20:16:00.000-08:00

Todae have to wake up early cuz they all goin temple.Though reluctant, i went still.Was at e temple for ard 1 hr liddat.Then Dad took me, bro and mum to AV for a hugeeee breakfast.Due to time constraints, Dad fetched me to CHC.Thought i was late.However,Qiu Mong was late.Todae Mabel,Amelia and her bf Brendon were there for e service.Todae sermon powerful sia.It was bout 10 things to take note in order to be a big person in life.Pstr Kong was as funni always.After e service,me mong,mabel and mong's fren Shao Kun went off together.They went to Tampines while i went to Woodlands to buy e rice pendant for Catherine.Dunno whether tomolo will be possible for me to see her.Realli hope to give her the thing lo.Hope she will lyk it.As for Kia Ying,Yan Ling and Kai Yiing, maybe some other time ba.Tomolo V Dae liao, so happi V Dae to all u peeps and couples and singletons outta there!Cal outx.

2005-02-12T21:12:00.000-08:00

Normal day for me la.Went out with parents and bro to one of the aunts hse lo.Fetch alot of ppl.The back of the car had bout 9 ppl lo.But 1st,we went to 2nd aunt's stall at Lavender.The popiah and carrot cake was niceeeeeee.Wah!A huge serving.After that, went to aunts hse at Pasir Ris.The view there nice sia.I took a photo of it la.There also got some good food.Talked and chit chat with each other lo.Then went to Grandma hse at AMK.Stayed there for quite a while before goin home soon.I think i goin to change my blog soon.But to what design i not too sure le.Tomolo go church.WooHoo.See ya tomolo.Cal outx.

2005-02-11T05:20:00.000-08:00

Todae short day la.Woke up quite late, so nvr jog.Had breakfast then use com lo.Like nvr stop liddat, but took lunch and dinner la.About 6 i went out by myself lo.No one and nobody will ever ask me out.Me le? I will nvr dare to take e initiative.I always think tt other ppl arent free or they dun one to go out with me,cuz they think i boring ma.Talk little.Haha.I went to find Jas and Jac at Dawson.They were eating some spicy stuff.I le siao Jas and took her phone.She looked abit worried lo.Haha.Then i returned her e phone and she started her revenge by squishing water on moi.Haix.Went to PS after tt.Wanted to go Raffles to check out V Dae gift.But in e end nvr lo.Played arcade (again) there.My life quite sianx hor.Nth realli exciting goin on in my life.Haix.Gtg liaox.Cal outx.

People and mushrooms.

2005-02-10T22:47:00.000-08:00

Todae all e relatives came to moi hse lo.Went for morning jog ard 8 plus.Sum more jog abit to Blk 28 buy TNP.Used com till 12 plus lo.Fell asleep ard 1 plus and woke up at 3 plus.The relatives came ard 4.For e 1st time ever my hse was bloody crowded.So many shoes sia.Scary.But fun la.Ppl talked and mingle ard.The kids they all played FIFA.Funni sia.Granny was sooo happi to see all of em.And u noe e rest.Ang baos, oranges and drinks and snacks.Blah blah blah.Ard 5 plus went to GEylang there for vegetarian meal lo.Cuz grandma and some other aunts (includin mom) had to eat vegetarian tt day.30 relatives was there lo.Our table mostly the kids lo, cept for Desmond's mom.Me, Han Xiang,bro,Jia Xian and Ah Yong kor talked and joked lo.Ah Yong damn funni lo.Haha.The meal was nice la, but it was like a mushroom course, cuz dish after dish was like got mushroom.Jia Tee brought his bf with her.Ok lo, gd looking.Name is Jun Jie.Jia Xian tried to make him talk abit,but he shy la i think.LEft off ard 9.Lotsa ppl boarded Dad's van.Went to a few places la.Toa Payoh,AMK and Buangkok.Then went to LAvender, cuz Auntie Julia was there working ma.Hah quite a good meal lo.Reached home ard 10 plus.Ang bao wise, quite ok la.I nvr bother to noe how much $ i hab.Anyway,i tomolo no sch sia.Cool.But then,I dunno wad to do.So ciaox!

CNY!

2005-02-08T23:55:00.000-08:00

Well well.Todae CNY eve do alot thing lo.Went back to QTSS.Went with Chen Khian.Saw alot ppl for e first time in a long long time.Ppl like kenneth,Chuan Teng,Edwin,Chee Loong and lotsa more.Hang around ampitheatre 4 awhile,then went to hall.There,more ppl commented on moi pink shirt.I was lyk so wad? its me and not u.Wore e cross.Looks nice.Lol.Saw e performance.Nice ba.Jac e host, along with Qian and another guy.Jac was funni sia.The way she talk.Heard from others that she made a mistake and she went blahck blahck! lolx.After e performance went to find the gals lo.Saw jas,kiti,evadne,bao,audrey.All laughed.haha.dun realli care.then loiter around staff room.Abit sianz i guess, and also i had talked to Mrs Yeong.She said i grew fatter,which is kinda true.Went to canteen, saw QiaN,Xiwen,Cheryl,Aloysius and Jac.All eating oranges.lolx.Me went off and find Phil,Austen,Chris and LianKai.Went with em to GWC.They had lunch at Kenny Rogers.But it was too ex lo.Me nvr go.After awhile went to Kim Seng,cuz they want to bowl.Saw Tony,Gary,Chee Loong at bowling alley.Awhile later, they came.I and Austen sorta "Tag Team". I did double sia! lucky.But HanWah realli pro lo.Four beggers sia.Pro.Left at 2.10 and reached home at 2.30.Had reunion dinner ard 3.The food was simply fantastic.Nth beats homecooked food.Grandma style.Ard 4 plus went Grandma hse at Seangoon.Fetched auntie there.Saw Desmond.Reached Grandma place at 4 plus.Played com and slept, due to e fact i drank Heineken on e way.Started eating at 7.Cousin JiaXian also came.He staying overnite.Went home ard 9 plus.16,15,14,13,12,11,10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1 HAPPI NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!! Hope lotsa ang bao come my way! Wishing and praying for happiness and good luck in studies.Gtg now.Sleeping time.Ciaox!

2005-02-06T06:56:00.000-08:00

Well, didnt blog ytd.But lotsa thing happen.Well sae later.As for todae, i went for breakfast with parents as usual.Nice sia.Esp e cheese prata.Yummy! After that me went to work with Dad.Kinda eventful.Sometimes good, sometimes bad.Got scolded by him once at Tampines there for not being attentive enuff.Cuz there got some fire or sth liddat.Dunno la.Then todae went to East coast for a teeny weeny while onli.But seeing e clear blue seas is already enuff.Go alot places lo.Tampines,Orchard and Lavendar.Fish and chips also nice sia! U shld try it out.At Lavendar there.Went to BMC NTUC buy new year stuff.Reached home bout 4 plus.Played com like mad lo.Tomolo sianx sia.Got some Total Defence shit at 4 plus.THink im gonnA skip lo.Boring ma.Waste time ma.BUy wristband tomolo.Seeing is Believing.

To wad happened ytd...
I went out at 1 plus to meet up with OG ppl at SP.They went there for e open hse.Mervyn,Christina,Jasmine,Serene, Xu Jie and me were there lo.Went to school of biz.Xu jie went off on his own, cuz he couldnt wait for MErvyN any more.But the funni thing is tt merv came a while after Xu jie left.Tour there for abt 1 hr plus.Then at SP there so MEi ping wif her frens Melissa and another gal (forgot her name). Went to church together.Alot of ppl sia.Rev John Bevere looks shuai with those locks of his.Lolx.Looks totally diff from e pic i had.He gave a powerful msg on the fear of God.Its diff from being scared of Him.BY having a fear of Him, He is willing to accept u as a fren.HE made an outer call, and i answered.Lotsa ppl cry.I almost did.After service i got CIC, so went cafe with CY and Don.They had Getting Started. i ate jap chicken with sweet sauce.Nice sia.onli for $3.Then had my CIC lesson.Went home str.Saw Tian En on e bus.Then took e train together.BUt he alight at e nxt station as some of his sch mates haven board e train.I didnt acc him, cuz it was kinda late liaox.Reached home at 930.Had rice and soup.Soup was fantastic. Slept quite late lo.BB!

mixed and shattered.

2005-02-04T06:43:00.000-08:00

Todae not bad lo.Change position of whr we stand during assembly.Realised im so much closer to her.so excited.lolx.heart flutters.Geog tutorial was quite a bore la.Cuz i had finish the tutorial but the internet speed is amazingly slow.In the end let Wee Kok use.Econs tutorial was even more of a bore.Got back my mcq.Got 3/12.Haha.Guess im not cut out for econs.Realli sianz lo.Break was nth much too.sat as a class again lo.Then got maths for lyk 2 hrs plus.Some more got test.He really act like a gay, after much observation.The test was ok lo.Not very diff.After that the class wanted to rehearse for Total Defence skit one.But no one got mood lo, so every1 chao.Lol.Me went home lo.Caught up with Pammy and Kai Ying.Reached home abt 1 hr later.Eat abit then go QTSS lo.By e time i went there,Jas use finish cam liao.Me juz wander around after that.Sianz.Went off at 4.Reached Dover around 4.25.Alot of ppl came late.Went off at 5.Reached Wendy's hse in 10 mins.More and more ppl came soon.Only Yu Yan,Kai Ying,Wen Hui nvr come.Had lotsa fun in e bbq.The food that Deviana cooked was good.We took a long time to set up fire.During that period, we juz took photos and had fun lo. The real bbq thingy then started lo.Wee Yong as usual played around with water lo.Then he got pushed down into e pool by e gals la.Funni sia.Chased each other type.Took class photos.Then got a point in which me and Wei Yew went to one corner and talked.Thankfully we did that, cuz the rest were dunking emelves into the pool.I didnt bring extra tee,so cant dunk lo.Me and Wei Yew talked alot lo.Past and present.He told me that he suspects that Kai Ying liked him,sth tt didnt go well with me.Cuz i had a lil crush on her ma.I really think tt there could be such a possibility.I would be realli shattered if tt happens.Haha.Kia Ying already liddat liao, how can another 1 come my way.So sad.Thankfully the bbq overall was great lo.Sleepy liao.Drunk.BB.

2005-02-03T22:58:00.000-08:00

Todae frustrated sia. Lotsa things happen. Reached school about 7 lo.Quite early.Saw Thomas and his fren at canteen. Then me went to look For Mr Ng regarding geog.On e way, i saw Kia Ying.So forlorn, lonely standing there on her own.Wish i could go and sae hi to her.Juz saying hi will do. After that listen to Steve Chou CD in canteen.Todae assembly crap.The principal kept on talking bout e walkathon card thing.Saying put in more effort this and that.Cant stop talking. Todae also noe whu is president for student council.Its JunJie.Wadever anyway. Todae lesson ok lo.See JC again.Go thru ineqaulitites.Actually the topic ok lo.Nth much la.Todae GP no hab.Teacher nvr come.So it was like 2 hrs plus of break.Our class sat together and makan lo.Then go bball court discuss skit thingy.TOmolo le.Went for econs lecture late.Boring as usual.Good thing about econs is that its the onli lecture that can make me sleep soundly.Wanted to zhao geog.But some1 sae cannot hab to stay.That time was so frustrating.Want zhao cant zhao.After geog chiong to meet Chu Yang.Went to SP open hse.There nt bad lo.LEarnt alot about school of biz.HArd to geT in sia.After that wanted to go Standard Chartered buy wristband but eventually went to Queensway check out shoes.Shu Hua was there.Walked around lo.Went home at 6.tOMOLO shall be busy like mad.Skit,school,bbq.Haix.PRioritise dude. Cal outx.